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Loving You Isn't Easy by Cobrafantasies
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
28 Aug 2022
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After defeating the Flag Smashers, Bucky finally meets Sam's husband at the Louisiana cookout but doesn't receive a warm welcome. Bucky tries to combat Sam's marital status with his own developing feelings while they continue to work together as partners.
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- Part 1 of Bucky Barnes Trying His Best
- Language:
- English
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- 26,955
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 299
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13 Jun 2026
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how do i tell you i need you (when you steal the breath in my lungs) by shadoweddepths
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jul 2024
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But Sam is looking at him with lidded eyes and a soft little smile on his lips. It feels private. Like a smile that’s been saved just for him, out of all the people in the world Sam could smile at like that. Feels like that moment in the bar when their eyes met and it was just the two of them, like the rest of the world fell away and Sam was the only thing that mattered. And it’s – Bucky should be terrified. Probably is terrified, if he stops and thinks about it. But it’s just Sam. Just the person Bucky cares about most in the world.
Sam’s gaze flickers down. It takes Bucky a second to realize – oh, he’s staring at my lips – and then a dizzying rush of heat floods through him. Makes him feel alive in a way he hasn’t felt in so long. Makes him want to lean in, to see what Sam tastes like, how soft his lips are. Wants to see what noise he’d make if Bucky just - just surprised him and leaned forward and –
He’s leaning forward. Closing the distance between them. So slowly, achingly slowly, but it’s –
He can’t. He just –
Can’t.
(Not yet, at least. Not until he works up the courage. But he tells himself that for now it's enough, just being next to him, just being his friend.)
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- English
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- 58,231
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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09 Jun 2026
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The Great Pretender by lady_st4rdus7
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.
The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.
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Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1,045
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09 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov vs The Unintended Consequences of Woke Hockey by Sagebrner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
It's actually with even more gay
...
You're a goddamn genius.----
The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.
Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.
or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.
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- English
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- 5,151
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 863
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09 Jun 2026
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Natasha warned Steve he might not want to pull on that thread, but it wasn't like he had much of a choice.
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- Part 5 of Don't Ask, Don't Tell
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- English
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- 57,457
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 1
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- 708
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09 Jun 2026
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Captain America and Bucky Barnes were like brothers. Everyone knew that.
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- Part 1 of Don't Ask, Don't Tell
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,491
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 5
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- 464
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08 Jun 2026
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Chimney: You're not helping his gay allegations.
Buck: tf have i done???
also it's just you thinking thatChimney: We both know that's not true.
Buck: ok well you're all wrong
Chimney: Probably. Probably not.
Buck: why do you, as a self proclaimed straight man, have gaydar
Chimney: You've got a point.
Text conversations between the 118 & Co.
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08 Jun 2026
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.Bookmarked by themeadowlibrary
05 Jun 2026
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And that should be it - if there’s no girlfriend, then there’s no need to even think about getting married again. Or there shouldn’t be a need. Somehow there still is. Somehow Eddie finds himself standing in his kitchen, hands gripping the countertop behind his back looking across the room into eyes he could pick from a line up not even trying to stop the words coming from his mouth.
“Let’s get married”
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Eddie marries Buck to help him adopt Theo and dates a woman over it
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- Part 1 of Let's Get Married
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03 Jun 2026
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It’s not sudden or shocking. Just there. Something inevitable Eddie kept trying to rename into safer shapes. Best friend. Partner. Family. Anything except the truth sitting underneath all of it. His chest caves inward sharply.
Pepa’s expression changes immediately. “Hey,” she says. Eddie presses the heel of his hand against his mouth hard enough to hurt. His eyes are burning violently. Not now. Not here. Not after spending thirty-three years keeping this contained.
“I tried so hard,” Eddie whispers. Pepa goes still. The words slip out before he can stop them. “I tried so hard to be right.” his voice breaks on the last word.
And it finally destroys him. The exhaustion from spending his entire life trying to earn the right to exist comfortably inside himself. Tears spill before he can stop them. Eddie laughs once immediately afterward, humiliated on instinct.
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Eddie Begins Again
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03 Jun 2026
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“Hey, Diaz? Take it from someone who’s been there — it’s not as scary as you think it’ll be.”
Eddie frowns. He glances at Buck, as if Buck has any idea what Tommy is talking about. “What’s not?”
“I like to think I’m uniquely positioned to say it’s worth it.”
Or, Buck is not in love with his best friend, and Eddie is super straight. For sure. Definitely.
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03 Jun 2026
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and if it feels right, promise i'll stay here all night by certifiedbun for theeternalghost (iaintafraidofnoghostbear)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
25 Dec 2025
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They say finding your soulmate is one of the best days of your life. Doesn’t matter if you’re an Alpha, Omega, or Beta; the day you find your soulmate should be the most important day, second only to marrying said soulmate. Of course, that is if you’re normal. For normal people, you’ll date around here and there until your path connects to that of your soulmates. You’ll touch each other for the first time, and your soulmate’s handprint will be marked on your skin for all to see, and you’ll do everything you’re supposed to if you’re normal. Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson rarely fit into the boundaries of normal.
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- English
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- 9,177
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- 1/1
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02 Jun 2026
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still feel the pull of you by napricot
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
29 Feb 2020
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"The frantic pulse of fear doesn’t ease until Sam catches sight of Barnes for the first time since the end of the battle: he’s dirty and disheveled, and still, somehow, impossibly, the best thing Sam’s ever seen. The gallop of Sam’s heart slows, and the tightness in his lungs eases so suddenly that it’s like he’s gone buoyant, ready to float away without the help of any wings. Barnes turns as if he can sense Sam looking at him, and when he meets Sam’s eyes, he smiles, and it’s the brightest damn thing on this battlefield, a shock of sweetness in the midst of so much dark bitterness and confusion. Sam smiles back, giddy with joy and relief.
He thinks, thank God Bucky’s okay.
Then he thinks, wait, what the fuck?"
After realizing there are some unexpected side effects for those who've been brought back to life after the Snap, Sam and Bucky slowly but surely learn that if they want to be loved, they must submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known [via soul bond].
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- English
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- 44,382
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 404
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28 May 2026
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Where the Sun Sails and the Moon Walks by Saddaughter16, velociraptorerin
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
19 Sep 2021
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One year post TFaWS, Sam and Bucky are finally hitting their stride as a team when Sam is pulled away on a solo mission.
The official mission: Find the Time Stone in 1930’s New York and return it to the sanctum.
The unofficial mission: Find the Time Stone in 1930’s New York, run into the younger version of your crush, fall helplessly more infatuated with your crush, try to keep your crush from finding out you’re from the future, and return the Time Stone to the sanctum.
Or, it takes Sam going to the past to get what he wants in the future.
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- English
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- 21,471
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1
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- 142
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28 May 2026
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The Past Is on Your Doorstep and It’s Got a Gun by LifeOfMystery for svgurl410
Fandoms: Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Dec 2025
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“I think I know who the sniper is,” Bucky says.
Sam looks up at the small room on the top of the crane that they’re sure the sniper is in. He can’t see anything through the tinted window, only the flash of the gun when they let off a shot. There’s no way to see who it is. But if there’s time travel in play…
“You’re not serious,” is all Sam can say.Sam and Bucky get an unfortunate visit from the Winter Soldier.
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- English
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- 8,129
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- 1/1
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28 May 2026
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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
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- English
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- 12/12
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- 1,496
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- 10,270
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26 May 2026
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we could jump the state lines (we only get the one life) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
22 Dec 2016
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It starts in Paris.
“You can’t steal things just because you like them,” Sam tells Bucky, feeling innately that this is a losing battle, and Bucky cocks his head to the side, considers Sam very thoughtfully.
“Really,” he says. “I’m stealing you, aren’t I?”
- Language:
- English
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- 33,533
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 14
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- 586
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- 8,426
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26 May 2026
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all I ever meant to do was to keep you by napricot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Nov 2021
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Sam really thought that being in a successful romantic relationship with Bucky would cut down on the level of avian meddling in his love life. Unfortunately, it has not.
“I don’t know why you stay in this dump of a nest, I really don’t,” says the distinctly disapproving looking pigeon on Sam’s fire escape. Its two friends are also staring at him with their judgmental, and somehow also disappointed, beady little eyes.
Sam and Bucky investigate a birdnapping. Meanwhile, the birds of New York continue to have some strong opinions about Sam’s love life.
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- Part 2 of I'll explain everything to the geese
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,487
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 307
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- 1,800
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25 May 2026
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I'll explain everything to the geese by napricot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Oct 2020
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Bucky is so competent that it hurts my feelings is not a rational complaint to have about a person, and yet, after a year of being Captain America and partnering up with Bucky for the new and improved, post-Blip Avengers, that’s kinda how Sam’s feeling.
It’s not great. It maybe leads to Sam making some rash, ill-advised decisions like claiming he has a previously undisclosed superpower, and then getting caught in a web of lies when he ends up actually developing that surprisingly inconvenient superpower. Talking to birds had seemed like a harmless superpower, but it turns out that birds have a lot of opinions, and they don’t hesitate to tell Sam about them, especially when it comes to his supposedly subpar courting skills. Which is ridiculous, because Sam isn’t courting Bucky. Right?
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- Part 1 of I'll explain everything to the geese
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,949
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 871
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- 4,770
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25 May 2026
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Drive Untill It Hurts Less by Aknaib09
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Dec 2025
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“I don’t do that anymore,” Bucky said quietly.
“The barely alive Hydra agents we keep finding might disagree,” Sam replied, and Bucky gave him a sad look.
“That’s different... What I’m doing is justice. I’m doing exactly to them what they did to me. One to one. I’m not a psychopath, Wilson. It doesn’t bring me pleasure. This isn’t a game. It’s balance.”Sam stared at him sadly, unsure what to say.
“But don’t worry... I’ve got one last person left. After that, nothing will matter.”☆☆☆
Six months after the events of the Winter Soldier, Sam is still searching for Bucky. Bucky is hunting for revenge. They make a deal — simple: find Brock Rumlow, then Bucky agrees to one meeting with Steve.
Simple… at least in theory.Bookmarked by themeadowlibrary
25 May 2026