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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    “Oh,” Ilya tuts, voice full of faux concern. “I think we finally managed to break it.”

    “What?” Shane asks, a little panicked like something might have actually broken. He tries to crane his neck to look behind him and Ilya pushes his face down, smooshing his cheek against the countertop.

    “Your hole, malysh,” Ilya clarifies.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane's hole is so greedy. Ilya ruins it with his fist :)

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    The door to Shane’s hotel room slammed shut so violently he cringed. It was too late at night to pull a stunt like that, but as his sweat-soaked body slid down the back of the door he could hardly bring himself to care. There was something much more pressing on his mind.

    Ilya fucking Rozanov.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Shane solo sesh after the draft

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    “I don’t want your money, Hollander. I do not need your money.”
    Confusion passes the boy’s face. “Okay. What do you want?”
    “Come here.”

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    Veteran hockey player Ilya takes a particular interest in the new rookie on the Raiders. A very unholy interest.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Rookie Shane and Captain Ilya - power imbalance, dubcon and coercion. So delicious :)

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    Shane claws at the sheets, drunk on the image of Ilya pounding into him relentlessly.

    Tell me how it feels, Hollander.

    “Feels so good, don’t stop,” Shane whines emphatically, cheek shoved flat against the bed.

    He’s so fucking close, right on the precipice of release. He feels a familiar trembling in his thighs, a spark igniting at the base of his spine. He speeds up even more, rutting against the damp pillow as his orgasm approaches.

    “Ilya, fuck, I’m close, I need -”

    “What do you need, Hollander?”

    Shane’s eyes fly open and his movements screech to a halt, body shooting upright and moving off of the pillow as if it’s burned him. He stares in wide-eyed horror as Ilya smirks at him from the doorway.

    Fuck.

    Shane and Ilya are friends and roommates. When Ilya stumbles upon Shane during some “alone time”, he decides to stick around.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya catches Shane humping his pillow, Roommates AU

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    "Answer my question. Were you scared?"

    She makes a face. "Of course I was."

    "You don't trust me?"

    "It's not about that," Jane says, rather than admit that she does. Lilya smirks at her like she said it anyways, then she pushes her knee between Jane's legs.

    ———

    Lilya picks Jane up with a motorcycle. There's no way Jane's riding on that thing.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Hollanova - Jane secretly loves the thrill and danger of Lilya

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    The Boston Raiders disappear from the afterparty one at a time. Rozanov never made it in the first place.

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    Ilya goes into rut at a charity scrimmage, and Shane has to figure out how to get him somewhere with a bed and plenty of extra sheets without drawing too many eyes. Even Shane himself tries to scrutinize the situation as little as possible, watching it in shadows and mirrors like Ilya's going to turn him to stone if Shane confronts the very real and very precarious position he's gotten himself into.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Omegaverse AU where Ilya goes into his first rut when his suppressants finally fail and Shane has to navigate helping him through it without raising suspicion. Lots of miscommunication and angst with a good side of mindless fucking!

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    Glimpses into the lives of step brothers Shane and Ilya as their relationship develops into something romantic.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Step Brothers AU

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Bodyswap AU

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    “So you’re saying Hollander would’ve beaten Haller fucking unconscious or some shit?” Bood laughs, clearly amused by Ilya’s dramatics. He looks at Chouinard like it’s the funniest joke the evening has brought them so far and then looks back at Ilya. His voice dies down when he gets a wink as an answer, making Chouinard choke on his beer. “Oh, fuck, seriously? Are we actually talking about Holly?”

    Ilya Rozanov regularly gets called out on fighting his husband’s battles. He thinks people should be glad it’s him they’re facing.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane's lays out a racist homophobe at the bar. Ilya thinks it's about time everyone knew his husband is a bad ass motherfucker.

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    “I know it’s not like one of your five Lamborghinis or whatever, but it’s more luxurious than it looks.”

    “Oh, really,” Ilya says skeptically. Playfully. It’s been very hard to stop smiling ever since they left Shane’s parents’ house. “Example, please.”

    “The backseat is super spacious and comfortable, for one thing. The leather is nice, really soft. I’ve definitely slept back there more than once when I’ve gotten tired in the middle of a long drive. You’re missing out.”

    “Okay,” says Ilya. “So pull over and show me.”

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    aka the not so boring car fic

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Car sex in the jeep

  11. Public Bookmark 46

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    "Look, I wasn't sure how to bring this up," Shane started, putting his voice into a different register, the register he uses when he knows he's about to get what he wants, all breathy and a little whiny. A dirty little trick. "But I don't think I have the money to pay you this week, but you know I'm good for it."

    "You're good for it?" Ilya asked, and he's fallen into his role seamlessly. In another life he would have been a thespian, he thought. "I don't think this will work for me," he said, taking a menacing step towards Shane who is doing all he can to keep a giddy little smile off his lips. Not the best scene partner, admittedly. But he's got the spirit.

    "No?" he quivered out.

    "No. I don't think so." Ilya took another bite of his popsicle and tried not to break character by wincing at the brain freeze. "I have bills to pay, you know. And I spend extra time making your yard look perfect," Ilya gestured over his shoulder with the popsicle stick at the wobbly, imperfect mower lines in the grass. "and now I might not get paid? No. That won't work for me."

    Shane's eyes widened under his sunglasses, lips cherry red, bitten and juice-stained. "Could we come to some kind of arrangement?"

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane has no money to pay the lawn guy. Hopefully they can sort something else out. (Shane Hollander is bad at roleplay)

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    Shane dropped his gaze. “You’re really going to make me ask?”
    “Yes,” Ilya said. “You ask, maybe you get. So, ask.”
    “Okay,” Shane said. “I want you to fuck me.”
    Ilya started to laugh.
    “Don’t—this isn’t a fucking joke, alright?” Shane snapped. “Shut up. I want it to be different. Or, no—the same, but more. I want you to just make me fucking take it. Shit. I don’t know how to ask you for this.”
    “No, no, is good start so far,” Ilya said. “Go back to the part where I get to make you fucking take it. That’s good. Tell me more.”

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane wants Ilya to boss him around in bed. They test the theory and both thoroughly enjoy it :)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Sometimes Ilya is Shane's guard dog and sometimes he's his puppy.

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    "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.

    Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.

    He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.

    Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.

    or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Miscommunication Soulmate AU - Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya takes a vow of silence.

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    Ilya has been a pain in the ass for the entire game, Shane has to help a misbehaving puppy settle down.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has been restless all day. Shane settles him down until he's a good puppy.

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    The ceremony had been outside, in the hotel's court yard, right as the sun was starting to set. Shane had thought it was nice enough. Nicer than a church anyway.

    He feels Hayden freeze. “What the fuck is he doing here?”

    Shane schools his face. “Fuck if I know,” he says.

    He doesn't say, they used to play together in juniors, they text each other all the time. He doesn't say that Ilya had told Shane three days ago that he probably wouldn't make it to the wedding. Because he's not supposed to know any of that and the way his heart is suddenly racing in his chest is shameful enough.

     

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    what if, at the cottage, it hadn't been months since they last saw each other?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya both attend a teammate's wedding three weeks before their stay at the cottage. They can't wait three more minutes, let alone three weeks.

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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    29 Jun 2026

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    5+1 pda on the centaurs team

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    Hayden Pike has just discovered Ilya Rozanov's plans to murder Shane Hollander, and he is panicking, ok?

    Or- Ilya and Shane's odd foreplay leave poor Hayden in a frazzle with the implications of Ilya Rozanov lurking in the shadows of a parking lot, licking his teeth like a wolf. (Multiple POV's)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hayden thinks Ilya is planning to murder Shane. Some would call it foreplay.

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    So he’s there in the hotel room, and Ilya Rozanov has him pushed up against the door, and he’s saying all sorts of filthy things that should send Shane running and instead very much make him want to drop to his knees, which is also a relatively new feeling—and he won’t quit grabbing Shane’s face.

    It's the first time Shane realizes it’s going to be something that irreparably alters him for anyone else. It feels like a betrayal, somehow, that this is happening on home soil.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane realises he needs to be slapped around a bit in bed.

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    Shane picks up on the third ring.

    “What?”

    Ilya closes his eyes, humiliation twisting his gut. Still, though, it’s nice to hear his voice. His shoulders sag a little. “Hollander?”

    “I don’t–” Shane sighs, long and heavy. “Why are you calling?”

    Why is he calling? Ilya couldn’t answer. Not in any way that makes sense, anyway.

    Voice wobbling, Ilya says, “I am sorry.” He inhales, breath hitching horribly. “Was mistake.”

    On the other line, Shane goes quiet. Then, shuffling around, he says, “What’s going on, Rozanov?”

    Or: Ilya calls Shane in the middle of the night, and against his better judgment, Shane comes to find him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya drunk dials Shane in the middle of the night, lost in Boston.

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