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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ahn Suho—the only person who could have ruined Sieun's mood that night. Standing just few meters away with a backwards cap and that stupid smirk of his that used to make Sieun's knees go weak.

    Used to.

    Now, all Sieun wanted to do was to wipe it off his face and preferably never see it again.

    or Sieun just wanted to have some fun but met his past situationship at the frat party. And things went down.

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    14 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    Till (2:47 AM): can you keep it down in there i can hear your porn through the wall

    Ivan (2:48 AM): You can join if you want. I'm flexible.

    Till (2:48 AM): what the fuck

    Ivan (2:49 AM): Your choice. missionary? doggy? I take requests.

    Till (2:49 AM): i'm blocking you

    Ivan (2:53 AM): I’ll moan quieter if you come (◕‿◕)

    Till (2:54 AM): GOODNIGHT IVAN

    Or: Till's semester was already going poorly. Then his friend Mizi forgot her phone in his dorm, and his dormmate Ivan decided that was an invitation to answer all her texts for the next three weeks.

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  3. Rec 96

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    Sieun counts constellations in Ahn Suho’s eyes.

     

    It’s the only proof he has that he’s still here.

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    05 Jul 2026

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  4. Rec *

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    suho and sieun have had a ritual since they were dirt-gathering, bug-collecting, toothless little kids.

    it’s a ritual that began in a damp, rocky hollow—with suho, sprawled on his bum, clutching at his knee and pouting up at a blank-faced sieun, as he begged, “sieun-ah, kiss.”

    when met with the typical silence, suho had angled his chubby cheek nonetheless, determined and forthcoming. “kiss.”

    it’s their little ritual that’s stayed well into adulthood, a precious thing that’s theirs, and theirs alone.

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  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Maybe it’s been too long,” Suho mumbles. “I’ve been sleeping too long. Even if I wake up, I won’t be the same.”

    “You won’t be the same,” Sieun agrees, “but you’ll be alive. You’ll need some help to get healthy again. It’s not so bad.”

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    While Suho is in a coma, Sieun dreams of a future where the both of them are lovers leading a quiet little life together. For a while, he doesn't know that the Suho from his dreams is the real comatose Suho, meeting him in this dream world from his hospital bed.

    Their relationship evolves even as Suho sleeps through nearly two years of his life.

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    05 Jul 2026

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