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    “But… you’re straight.”

    Eddie snorts, taking a sip of his beer. “I am well aware of that, Buck.”

    “So why do you want to take me on dates?” Buck asks incredulously. “Won’t that make you uncomfortable?”

    That makes Eddie sit up straighter, a frown playing on his lips. “I already told you that you being into men changes nothing between us. I meant that.”

    “Okay, fine, great. That doesn’t mean you have to start buying me romantic dinners.”

    “I don’t have to do anything,” Eddie points out. “I want to. At the very least so that you understand what romance really looks like and don’t settle for a dickwad like Tommy ever again.”

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    OR: After his breakup with Tommy, Buck tells Eddie all the ‘romantic’ things Tommy did for him. Eddie is not impressed and takes matters into his own hands.

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    AKA: The Buddie Romcom Fic

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    19 May 2026

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    Heat and vibration shook through him, his body a taut, quivering wire. He was so close now he could taste it, the sharpest edge of pleasure, Buck's imagined voice goading him toward it, right there right there right—

    The sharp sound of metal on metal rang out in the room—a key fumbling in the front door.

    Eddie pulled his sweats up so fast he nearly toppled off of the couch. He grabbed for the lube, hid it between the cushions, shot a hand out to grab his phone—and sent it flying across the room.

    Oh god. Oh fuck.

    The door opened and Eddie pulled a pillow over his lap—bit down on his lip. Hard.

    He could feel his heartbeat up in his throat, on the back of his tongue. The vibrator was still buzzing inside of him.

    “Hey, Eddie.” Buck called out, bright and cheerful as he walked around to the other side of the couch, sitting down next to Eddie, and oh god— “Whatcha watching?”

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    13 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    “I can't be your boyfriend, Buck.”

    Buck tries his best not to show how much it stings. He’s read it all wrong. God, of course he has. “I'm…yeah. No, of course not. I don't know what I was-”

    “Because I'm not.”

    Buck blinks. “...not into guys?”, he asks, and it feels a little like salt in the wound to ask for clarification. But there’s something in Eddie’s expression - a hesitancy almost.

    Eddie scrunches up his mouth at the side, looking down at his shoes for a moment before he speaks.

    “Not a guy, Buck. I can't be your boyfriend because I'm not a boy.”

    In which Eddie is back from El Paso and it's like nothing has changed. Except things have changed. Because Eddie is non-binary.

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    12 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Evan got out of the car, breathing in the scent of water and wet humus. A barrier stood at the edge of a cliff, the lake at its foot. The urge to put himself in danger, to do something stupid and reckless gut-wrenched him as soon as he saw the opportunity. He climbed onto the fence, tiptoeing the edge.

    The boy wobbled, his heart skipping a beat. Wild with emotion, his arms flailed in the air to stabilize him as a peak of adrenaline rushed through his veins. That felt so good. Focusing his mind on the not-so-easy task of keeping his balance, he let a wide grin show on his lips for the first time in days.

    ”Evan!” Margaret shrieked, and the surprise made him fall over, on the good side of the cliff, though. The boy tumbled at his mother’s feet as she pressed at his side.

    Now, he wasn’t invisible.

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    Or, the Buckley’s move to Texas to avoid going to Maddie’s wedding. Sixteen-year-old Buck end up in Eddie’s school. Drama ensues.

    Or (bis), just a pretext for me to write about Buck’s and Eddie’s childhood trauma

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Usually, Hayden can accept that Shane's private life is none of his business. When he’s at home waiting on four kids hand and foot, it’s not like he's filling his days making deranged cork boards connecting Shane to every gay man in North America.

    But on the road, he has nothing to occupy his time besides the occasional Skype call and cable TV. It gets harder to ignore the fact that Shane’s swapping sweet nothings with a man he still won’t let himself talk about.

    Or: After the cottage, Shane comes out to his teammates but swears that he doesn't have a boyfriend. Unfortunately for him, Hayden and J.J. don't believe his lie for a second.

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    09 Feb 2026