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Jabber can't stop thinking about the Cleaner in that basement.
Zanka felt watched. Not in a 'There're eyes on me and I'm nervous' self-conscious watched, a skin-prickling watched. The kind that made him look behind him too often, made him survey the outside of his window before he shut the blinds, made him lock the bathroom door; THAT kind of watched.
Zanka assumed it was the drugs still whirling around in his blood from that madman in the basement that made him so damned paranoid, but there was a gnawing in the back of his head buried deep that knew otherwise. A sense of survival, Nijiku instinct, whatever the fuck you want to call it; it was hollerin. A compass that pointed directly towards his open window.
Yet, Zanka never closed it.
Who'd want to stalk Zanka, of all people?
It was this train of thought that kept the window open.
The prickling, the sense of doom, the cold sweat down his spine whenever his back was to that window-
Despite it all. . .
Someone was watching him.
He'd make it worth their time. -
They're Right Outside the Door and They Don't Know How it Feels by st1llhere
Fandoms: Boruto (Anime & Manga)
11 Apr 2025
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“But I do- I know you…” According to him, he did.
“Mm? What’s my name?”
Kawaki didn’t say anything, his eyes opening to look at him again. He stared at his face, all soft and smiley. He felt himself lean forward again, to which Green-Eyes moved his hand to lay on Kawaki’s mouth. He shook his head, still smiling, “I can’t kiss you, Kawaki.”
Kawaki could almost whine. He still pressed forward despite the hand on his mouth, to get close to his face and pretend that he could. Green-Eyes shook his head slowly, his smile dropping into a nervous expression.
“Don’t,” But his hand shifted from his mouth, and Kawaki was quick to take advantage of that.or
Shikadai Nara fucks up.
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“If you fear yourself, you will fear the world.”
They told me my body had been deathly warm at birth, that my eyes had been seething since before I could walk. My father had told me that what I was given was from beyond the nations, beyond all gifts given to mortals by gods.
A gift that only the worthy could truly see.
My name is Prince Kene.
I am going to destroy the Avatar.
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I need to feel the sickness in you by Zakiro (Zak1251) for nellabbe
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 May 2026
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Zanka realizes hurting Jabber feels better than hurting himself. Jabber follows him because he just wants to get his ass beaten.
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12 May 2026
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will you be my Mankira? by King_YoichiIsagi
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
17 Apr 2026
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Zanka Nijiku, born into a wealthy and controlling family, runs away in search of freedom. Lost and alone, he is found by Enjin, a member of a mafia organization known as The Cleaners. Wanting to disappear from his old life, Zanka stays with Enjin and begins training under him, eventually joining the mafia to hide from his past and create a new identity.
Now living as an ordinary college student by day, Zanka leads a deadly double life, secretly taking lives at night while staying hidden from his family. His routine remains unchanged, until one night, his attention locks onto a mysterious man that looks extremely hot.
What could go wrong?
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18 Apr 2026
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Shikamaru struggles to cope with the grief that comes with losing not only a mentor, but also a friend. While the darkness of loss and guilt surround him, other forces are making their way into the Nara’s bleeding heart as well – some of them as worldly as himself, others as divine and sinister as the power he thought to have buried forever underground.
Or: A story in which Jashin is pissed about losing his most beloved disciple and therefore curses Shikamaru with insanity while at the same time blessing Hidan with someone to match his crazy with.
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17 Mar 2026
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AU! Sasuke enjoys his quiet, reclusive life as a historian and professor at Boston University. He spends his days alone and content among his books translating and delving into his love, ancient Japanese history and lore. Everything is just how he likes it until a blue-eyed, blonde-haired man changes everything.
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-----------Sasuke’s fury built as he rounded the corner to confront the idiot before he had him banned from the university library for life. The other occupant stood with his back to him, dressed in jeans and a garish orange jacket with a baseball cap on his head. “Do you have any idea the damage you have caused to—” His words halted as the man turned towards him, azure eyes wide and contrite as he flinched at Sasuke’s acidic tone.
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They had been trapped in the ruins of Uzushio for who knows how long, the hastily erected barrier on the point of breaking, which would mean their deaths at the hand of Kaguya, when the Bijuu come with a solution.
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