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    Almost every one of Shane’s friends were on that plane. He watched the newsfeed as it dipped out of the sky, rocketing towards the ground—or, more aptly, the ocean.
    Shane would be going to so many funerals over the next few weeks.

    Or, Shane reacts to the plane crash, thinking that Ilya died

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    19 Jun 2026

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    The body remembers what the mind forgets.

    Three days after winning his first MVP award, Ilya Rozanov is critically injured in a serious car accident. Through the fog of head trauma, he struggles to remember certain details of his life, which sends him on a personal journey to find the whole truth.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    A what if, where Hayden's accidental outing of Shane and Ilya happens while Ilya is in Russia.

    “I didn’t even know I was feeling that this until today when Ilya sent me-,” Ilya. Ilya is with his niece. His niece who lives in Russia.

    Suddenly, the whole world stopped. It felt like all the oxygen in the room had been sucked right out, Shane’s whole body went stiff, all the color drained from his face.

    “Ilya sent you?” His dad said tentatively, sensing the rising tension.

    Shane could feel the panic rising in his chest. It felt like his lungs were filling with water. The panic attack that everyone expected from the outing was now hitting, and not because he was outted, but because Ilya was. Because Ilya was outted, in Russia. Shane tried to control his breathing, squeezing his eyes shut, digging his fingernails into his palms.

    “Shane, what about Ilya?” Yuna tried again, her voice calm. Steady.

    “Ilya’s in Russia,” Shane croaked out, tears filling his eyes. By the time Shane opened his eyes, he could see that the color drained in the three of their faces as well.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ilya decides that he would like to have a baby someday. He will find someone nice, someone nice and kind like Mama, and he will be a nice and kind father just like she is a nice and kind mother. 

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    3 times Ilya held someone else's baby and 1 time he held his own.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    There were few things as painful for Ilya Rozanov as watching the man he loved absolutely crash out in the middle of an interview being given just minutes after he watched Ilya’s plane crash. For all intents and purposes, the world thought Ilya was dead. Which meant Shane thought Ilya was dead. Which meant that when that interviewer asked him if he was happy that Ilya was dead, Shane appropriately lost his shit.

    Or, how Ilya reacts to the interview

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    15 Jun 2026