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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Just a series of ridiculous fluff with girl dad Shane and Ilya, and their daughter Ellie (Bean). This is just how I am processing my daddy issues instead of going to therapy like a responsible adult.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    His ears roared with static, his brain stuck on one gnawing, clawing question: Why did Hollander didn't tell him that he's going to be a father? The answer was obvious—because Shane Hollander didn’t need him, never had. The realization burned like cheap vodka in his throat, bitter and suffocating.

    Some alpha reporter with slicked-back hair and a smirk dripping condescension leaned forward, microphone poised like a weapon. "Shane, what happened to all that talk about never bending for an alpha? Seems like someone finally put you on your back."

    "And how are you so sure I'm the one who bent?" Hollander's voice cut through the noise like a blade, smooth and lethal. The room fell silent instantly. Hollander arched one eyebrow, lips curling in a smile so cold it could freeze hell over. "Not that it's your business, but for the record—it was me who rode my sperm donor’s dick to get myself pregnant."

    Ilya froze. Sperm donor? The unfamiliar English phrase buzzed in his skull like a trapped wasp. Behind him, Connors snorted into his protein shake. "Oh Jesus fucking Christ," he muttered, wiping his mouth. "He just called his baby daddy a walking ATM for cum."

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    3,141
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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shane and Ilya have a lot of secrets.
    They also have a lot of great people around them willing to help keep those secrets if they're ready to share them.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    20 Jun 2026

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Ilya stood up again, resuming his endless pacing around the room, “You never do it on purpose.”
    “What’s that supposed to mean?”
    “You always say you are sorry. But you never stop doing it. I move to shitty team, I get upset at shitty team and you feel guilty, you say sorry but you don’t understand when I complain.” He was raising his voice again and his grasp on English was getting worse by the minute.
    “That’s not fair.”
    “You say you are sorry about my family but then you do not understand what I have to say when we talk about families! It’s always your mom is too pressing or too worried. Guess what Shane! I do not have a mom to press me!”

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    Shane accidentally breaks something important for Ilya. Instead of reacting like he usually would, Ilya, already tired from a part argument, starts shouting at him eveything he's ever been upset about. Shane can't stand it and finds himself safe wording out of the argument. Fluff ensues.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    2,259
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    14 Jun 2026

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    After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.

    Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.

    Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.

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    27,020
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    533
    Kudos:
    4,372
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    39,160

    13 Jun 2026

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    A collection of fics where Scott Hunter comes to Shane and/or Ilya's rescue. But, mostly Ilya's.

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    13 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Heated Rivalry smut but it’s narrated by Trump.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    70
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    10
    Hits:
    539

    11 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 11

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    Snowed in at the Hollander cabin in La Minerve, Shane and Ilya finally get a week with no road out, no cameras, no one. Six months into calling each other boyfriend, they fight over woodstoves and burnt eggs, fish through the ice, and learn the quiet things eleven years of hiding never let them say out loud.

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    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    57
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    887

    10 Jun 2026

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    Of course Yuna has a burner account, not just one, many in fact. She uses them for her job as Shane’s manager, to keep tabs on hockey news, the league, rumor mills, and on occasion, Rozanov.

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    How Yuna comes to care for Ilya through twitter before ever meeting him. AKA Ilya clinches the title ‘favourite son’ arguably before Shane’s parents find out about their relationship.

    Spans the entire timeline of Heated Rivalry.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    574
    Kudos:
    3,463
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    37,810

    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    145,224
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    6,101
    Kudos:
    23,980
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    772,786

    10 Jun 2026

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    After the events of Heated Rivalry, Shane and Ilya are in a committed but secret relationship. Then Alexei dies, leaving Ilya as the sole guardian of his two nieces.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    143
    Kudos:
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    Hits:
    15,749

    08 Jun 2026

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    "Hey." J.J. held out his hand for a handshake, as if he were meeting Ilya for the first time, and Shane supposed that in a way he was. "Zane says you don't suck."

    Shane had not made Ilya promise to be on his best behavior, and he regretted that immediately as he watched Ilya shake J.J.'s hand with an expression of exaggerated confusion.

    "Bood is slandering me? Why would he do this?" Ilya turned to Shane. "And you! You are letting your friends believe I don't give excellent—"

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    Shane told J.J. the truth after the almost-plane-crash. Now Shane has the aggressive support of his most sociable and meddlesome friend.

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    13,417
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    651
    Kudos:
    2,756
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    373
    Hits:
    28,112

    08 Jun 2026

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    “We need you to argue again,” Dykstra says suddenly.

    A few seconds of silence follow, three sets, four if you include Haasy looking up uncertainly every couple of seconds, of eyes trained on them expectantly.

    “You want us to argue?” Shane repeats slowly, confusedly.

    Bood nods solemnly. “We played the best game of the fucking season after your argument—”

    “It wasn’t because of our argument,” Shane tries to counter, but Ilya’s pretty sure he even knows it’s pointless.

    “It was because of your argument,” Wyatt says. “You need to argue on game days.”

    Dykstra points between Shane and Ilya. “We need you to argue tomorrow. No questions asked. You are the Captain and the Captain’s first man.”

    Sorry?” Shane says at the same time Ilya says, “No.”

     
    Or the Ottawa Centaurs win a game after Shane and Ilya have a petty argument and turn it into a superstition. Texting fic edition.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    1,366
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    140
    Hits:
    8,598

    07 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 32

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    Fourteen became fifteen became sixteen became seventeen, and every year that passed marked another year of anger, of rage, of mourning, of violence that was never the answer but always seemed to solve his problems anyways.

    Or: Soulmates can't hurt each other. Shane believes in them like a bedtime story: a nice idea, but that's all. Ilya doesn't believe it's possible for love not to hurt. His fascination with Shane Hollander has absolutely nothing at all to do with the push and pull soulmates are rumored to share.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    323
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    32
    Hits:
    5,618

    07 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 16

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    Twenty years ago, Zlata Volkova, Irina's best friend and the Godmother of her children, broke a promise. Now, after decades of silence, she reaches out to Ilya Rozanov with the truth about why she left. He has lived much of his life with unanswered questions about his mother, his childhood, and the life he built in spite of it all.
    So Ilya finds himself confronting a past he thought he'd left behind and discovering that healing doesn't always arrive when expected. Nor does it fix everything. But closure sure does feel good.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov has a Godmother he hasn't seen since his mothers death and she has reached out twenty years later. He wants answers but doesn't want to open old wounds.

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    11,314
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    91
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    1,035

    07 Jun 2026

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    Since their rookie season, Shane Hollander and Hayden Pike have been best friends. That doesn't change through kids and spouses. Shane was born an only child, but he loves being an uncle. (And eventually, so does Ilya.)

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,775
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    291
    Kudos:
    950
    Bookmarks:
    247
    Hits:
    24,935

    07 Jun 2026

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    “There is no one else!” He shouted as he let out a little sob.

    “It has always only ever been Jane!, I fucked around so much in my rookie years to stop myself from falling for-” No he couldn’t finish that sentence. He wasn’t even ready to admit that to himself sober, he could only commit to halfway admitting it when he was drunk out of his mind.

    “Since the moment I saw Jane in 2008 I knew I was in trouble. She yelled at me for smoking in a non-smoking area, shook my hand twice.” I Marlow looked at Ilya with pity as if to say 'so we are finally talking about this'?
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    OR: Ilya is torturing the Boston Bears/Raiders because of his breakup with Shane. His good friends take him to a bar to get him to move on (partially for their own sake) but it leads to Ilya revealing a little too much of his feelings.
    **Finished**

    Language:
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    Words:
    25,021
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    127
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    22,475

    06 Jun 2026

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    David Hollander never went to the cottage. Ilya and Shane's secret was never discovered, though their plan remained the same. Keeping their relationship secret went well until an accident leaves Yuna stranded and Ilya is the only person Shane knows who is close enough to help her. With a storm raging overhead and phone troubles to stymie the way, Yuna and Ilya wind up stuck together for a night as they wait out the storm. Secrets aren't so easy to hide when you have too little cover.

    Language:
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    Words:
    30,249
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    391
    Kudos:
    2,367
    Bookmarks:
    420
    Hits:
    27,648

    05 Jun 2026

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