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Lights Glow in your Wake by Senket
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
28 Apr 2024
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Cal gives Bode a gift for their anniversary. The trouble is- their anniversary isn't for another three weeks, Bode is sure of it.
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04 Jun 2026
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take me back to my beginning (before the hell of night set in) by revanchxst (BadWolfGirl01) for Senket
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Dec 2023
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When the Second Sister defects from the Empire, fleeing to the Hidden Path, it's up to a quasi-Inquisitor and an ISB agent to work together to find her, each for their own reasons. The journey, as it turns out, is more important than the destination.
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In which Aeste, tortured young apprentice to Darth Vader, learns to become Cal Kestis again, and Bode Akuna, struggling ISB agent and ex-Jedi, learns to find his hope. The village of Rambler's Reach helps.
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21 May 2026
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the mirror of our dreams by etoiline
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
18 Mar 2025
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Cal dreams on Bracca, and he sees a different reflection.
For BodeCal week 2025, day 2 alternate prompt: mirror reflection.
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08 May 2026
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scared of love by beepboop (houdini_panini)
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
19 May 2024
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sometimes bode would give into those urges when it came to his marks—he had a job to do after all, and people opened themselves up more to someone they’ve shared intimacy with. each and every time ended with bode sending that final message to denvik, letting him know that the mark was ready to tell him everything, but this was different.
cal was young, almost too young, and it made bode feel like he was a lecherous old man as his brown eyes raked over cal’s body, taking in the way he was almost subconsciously swaying his body to the music playing in the cantina.
[a moment in time from the partisans, set just before the events of jedi: survivor]
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02 May 2026
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I got scars to prove that I don't need you but the heart knows that I always do by etoiline
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
17 Mar 2026
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Cal repairs Bode's blaster.
For BodeCal week 2026, day three prompt break/repair
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15 Apr 2026
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friendly kind of face by thatsproblematicdarling
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Feb 2026
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Maybe Bode's just got one of those faces.
Written for Febuwhump 2026.
prompt: DAY 9: false memorySeries
- Part 5 of thatsproblematic febuwhump 2026
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14 Apr 2026
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hold me in your heart tonight by blazeofglory
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
16 May 2025
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Under the affection, under the excitement, Cal’s feelings are rather… unbecoming of a Jedi.
It thrills Bode to sense those illicit feelings, though. Cal’s desire. His hunger. His utter devotion. With Bode’s Force signature carefully contained, he doesn’t have to worry that anyone—Cal included—could possibly find that he’s harboring the same feelings.
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In an AU where Order 66 never happened, two Jedi pursue an affair.
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13 Apr 2026
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Sincerity by headbuttingbears
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
17 Mar 2025
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"All I'm saying is he probably needs some space," Bode said. "You didn't see what happened up there. He's probably just… processing it." "You say that like you saw whatever he saw, and I know you didn't," Greez said, too worried to really stick the landing on irritated. Then he continued, quieter, "No one does." | After the final confrontation with Dagan Gera, Bode decides to check in on Cal. As usual, things escalate quickly.
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11 Apr 2026
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water is only a wall if you make it one by etoiline
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
17 Mar 2025
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Cal finds an echo in a cave hidden behind a waterfall, and learns something about his best friend.
for BodeCal Week 2025 day 1 prompt: echoes
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30 Mar 2026
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in bloom by mikkal for Senket
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
22 Sep 2025
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Bode has flowers in his lungs.
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30 Mar 2026
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Unfiltered by FleetinglyJoyous for VallesMarineris
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
23 Feb 2025
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Bode's playful challenge is just what Cal needs to distract himself from the upcoming mission.
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30 Mar 2026
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Easy to Get Lost by FleetinglyJoyous for VallesMarineris
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
16 May 2024
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When Bode goes to a cantina on Coruscant after his first mission for the ISB, he gets more than just a much-needed drink.
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- Part 1 of Good Place to Disappear
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28 Mar 2026
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depends on the one day by etoiline
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
12 Mar 2024
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Cal and Bode take a walk on the beach at night.
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27 Mar 2026
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Wild Card by VallesMarineris
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
25 May 2024
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Bode observes a game of cards with Cal, and knows he's already lost.
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26 Mar 2026
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that thing you used to be by etoiline
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
18 May 2024
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Cal and Bode keep talking after the campfire scene on Jedha. Written for Cal Kestis Week 2024, day 7 (free day!) prompt: The sun comes up again.
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26 Mar 2026
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hold me like water (or christ, hold me like a knife) by revanchxst (BadWolfGirl01) for Senket
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
11 Sep 2023
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Bode’s gaze flicks across Cal’s sprawled position, pointedly lingering on his boots, his belt, all the signs he’s still in his day clothes (even if Bode hadn’t seen him in them a few hours ago to tell he hasn’t changed). “Yeah, I kinda thought the same,” he drawls, equally low, dropping his arm to lean against the back of the couch. “You planning to sleep at all before we hit Jedha?”
Cal shrugs expansively and tucks his arms behind his head, leaning his cheek into his elbow. Bode’s shirt is short-sleeved, too, which means he’s showing more skin at once right now than he has in the entire month and a half Cal’s known him. It’s unfair how hard it is for Cal to keep his eyes off it. “Nah, wasn’t really,” he admits. “I’m not that tired, I can sleep when we get there, and… I’ve got a lot on my mind.”
[or: cal's got a lot on his mind. bode tries to help... and gets him to sleep, too, while he's at it.]
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24 Mar 2026
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Trust Is the Hardest Thing by icandrawamoth
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
13 Jun 2023
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Cal tilts his head in question, and Bode aches. He knows Cal will help him. Knows Cal will help Kata. But trust is so hard, so terrifying. When was the last time he even tried?
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24 Mar 2026
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remember us - if at all - not as lost violent souls by revanchxst (BadWolfGirl01)
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
11 May 2023
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And- Cal knows ships. He knows them as well as the backs of his hands, knows how they move and how they don’t and what holds them together, because he spent five years pulling them apart and wrapping himself in that lie and the tenuous safety it offered him, and so when he commands the fighter’s engines to break - he knows, deep in his bones, even before the sparks begin to fly, that there will be no repairing what he has just torn apart. There will be no escape for Bode Akuna, at least not on that ship.
“Bode!” he shouts, igniting his saber blades with the quick press of a button as the stormtroopers cluster closer around him, their blasters aimed and ready, a call for surrender he barely hears. “Stop running!”
[or: nova garon, rewritten, and the aftermath.]
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- Part 1 of i believe we can start anew
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23 Mar 2026
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and i love you so much i'm going to let you- by revanchxst (BadWolfGirl01) for nightingalesighs
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
08 Dec 2023
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“It’s okay,” Bode murmurs, head lolling onto Cal’s shoulder. “Wanted you to do it.”
[or: Cal doesn't take the second shot.]
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22 Mar 2026
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Sand and Steel by PaperCraneCastles
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
13 Sep 2023
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Cal is fire and the fight and so focused on his next mission, he doesn't see. Cordova is soft and gentle, his wanderer's mind flying too high between the dust-red Jedha clouds to see. But...it is the quietly powerful Cere Junda he cannot hide from.
Bode Akuna is seen by Cere the very moment they meet.
(Or, a Fix-it in the form of Cere Junda having none of Bode's Imperial nonsense.)
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22 Mar 2026