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    "Well..." Soobin muttered, already losing interest in what Beomgyu was saying as usual. Beomgyu was used to being pushed aside by him, the only boy he ever swore to hate — or to love — until the bones in his knees wore down, weakened after colliding with the harshness of his tears for so long. It didn't really matter. Shouldn't matter, anyway. "We're alike, by the way."

    Wow.

    "So alike, but it's different somehow."

    Beomgyu forced a laugh. "Now I'm offended."

    just a story about two people who were never supposed to love each other but did anyway, in the worst way possible. this is how choi beomgyu exploded.

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    Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs. 

    Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.


    Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Cannibalistic killer Beomgyu meets innocent, lonely Soobin at a group therapy session and becomes obsessed with him.

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    18 Apr 2026

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  4. Rec 48

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    When Soobin's university gets a new student from Daegu, Soobin is shocked to find out that it's the prettiest man he's ever laid eyes on, and he quickly becomes obsessed with him. There's only one problem-Soobin is straight, and the new student is the only openly gay man on campus. Soobin decides to avoid him, but his plans are spoiled when he gets paired with the man for a school project. After a little exposure to the man's pretty smile, big brown eyes, and sweet peony scent, Soobin finds that he just can't stay away.

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    An innocent barista accidentally falls in love with an infamous serial killer.

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