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you only kissed me, once (nothing changed at all) by solilioquy
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV)
31 Oct 2024
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Penelope Featherington has long known that her feelings for Colin Bridgerton are unrequited, regardless of how much she wishes they weren't. For a second, she thought she had him - and it was glorious.
But the second passes, and she doesn't have him. Not at all.
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“You and your dreams, Colin. Are they always of me, or does your subconscious sometimes favour the women of Paris?”
He scowled at that, as if he were a child who’d not been allowed to stay awake past their bedtime. “You know damn well the only woman I dream of is you, Penelope. It’s been that way since before we were married,” he grumbled.
Her eyes widened. “Before we were married? Although it is heartening you still wish to flatter me,” she glanced briefly down at her beringed left hand, “you jest, I am sure.”
aka the one where Colin is self-aware and tells his wife exactly how much he yearned for her
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Penelope fell in love then. Irrationally, for sure – she didn’t even know his name! – but she was so unaccustomed to people greeting her mistakes with grace that she was helpless to the way her heart leapt straight out of her chest and into the safekeeping of the boy in the hyacinth bed.
“I’m Colin, by the way.”
“Penelope.”
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i used to wanna be alone (until your name was in my phone) by solilioquy for magicoowie
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
17 Feb 2023
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In the midst of his panic, he happened to glance at the clock. Eleven thirty. Shit.
He'd told Gina to be at his at midday, and he knew she wouldn't be late. If anything, she'd arrive early, ever punctual and prepared.
Ricky raced through the shower, almost slipping on the bathroom tiles in the process, and 'cleaned' his room faster than he thought was possible. He threw on the cleanest pair of jeans that he could find, and a hoodie of his that he knew Gina loved. (She'd likely end up going home in it.)
At eleven fifty-five, the doorbell rang. Within seconds, he was at the door.
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Alternatively, 'Ricky Bowen is hopelessly in love with Gina Porter'.
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could you hold me (my one and only) by solilioquy
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
28 Sep 2022
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Ricky Bowen has been in love with Gina Porter since he was eighteen years old. Eighteen years old and pining desperately over a girl he thought he’d never have, standing in the wings at summer camp, falling in love with her all over again as she pretends to fall in love with someone else.
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Penelope had grown accustomed to the chaos of Bridgerton family dinners by now. After the time Gregory accidentally set the table on fire in his excitement over Kate going into labor, she thought she had become truly prepared for anything.
She had been wrong. So very, very wrong.
The most pressing issue was the fact that she shouldn’t be at this particular dinner. At least not this version of her. She could see her 17-year-old self gaping in her direction, just as stunned as the rest of the invited guests, which included her mother, her deceased father, her sisters… Marina. After all, this was the night that the Featheringtons and the Bridgertons had come together to celebrate Colin’s rather-sudden first engagement.
She remembered the evening well. In excruciating detail, in fact. How handsome Colin looked. How doting he’d been to his fiancé. How silently Pen had been screaming the entire night, just hoping someone would hear her. She distinctly did not remember some future version of herself barging in during the main course, with a sleeping two-year-old in her arms.
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Happily married Pen time travels to S1.
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21 Feb 2026
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i think about this fic often and if i were religious i might pray for a new update. alas i am not so i complete the story in my mind which is equally rewarding i daresay
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“Colin?!” Anthony asked, bewildered, looking at a man who was unmistakably his brother, but an utterly transformed version. For starters, this Colin appeared to be several years older than the 20-year-old he knew – and certainly broader across the shoulders. Beyond that, everything from his clothing to his deportment was more mature in a way that couldn’t occur overnight.
And then, as if the universe was determined to prove Anthony even more insane – the younger brother he was used to also appeared in the entryway, lured by the sound of his name.
“Yes, Anthony, what is it?” the more-familiar Colin asked impatiently before he caught sight of his double, and his neck whipped around. “You’re –”
“You,” the older Colin agreed, his forehead furrowing as he took in his other self. Standing across from each other, their differences were even more apparent. “As I think you’ve surmised by now, I’m the same Colin you know – only misplaced a little. By about three years, based on the context.”
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Happily married Colin time travels back to Season 1, Episode 2.
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21 Feb 2026
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back to friends by MidnightMisty for abvj
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
05 Sep 2025
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"I want you to marry me," he continues, voice cracking. "I love you so much and—actually, I think you love me too." His eyes stay on hers. "Do you?"
She's frozen. Her mouth opens. Then closes. Then opens again.
Finally, she speaks. "Are you serious right now?"
He nods. "If you love me, Penelope…" he swallows, reaching his hand out to her. "Then just take my hand and walk out of here with me."
The one where Colin Bridgerton literally stands up during Penelope Featherington's wedding and ruins it.
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20 Feb 2026
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Death by a Thousand Cuts by somethingfunnybubbly for RemarkableIndigo
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
14 Sep 2025
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What happens when you're not able to talk to the one person you usually share everything with? Where does all the love go?
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16 Sep 2025
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Blooming for You by Thats_so_pops
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
10 Feb 2025
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Colin Bridgerton returns to London only to discover that Penelope Featherington is on the brink of death from Hanahaki disease. Desperate not to lose her, he confronts his own feelings and fights for a love that almost slipped through his fingers.
English isn't my first language.
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10 Feb 2025