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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    And yet, it occurs to me now that we can never run with out lies indefinitely. Sooner or later we are forced to confront their darkness. We can choose the when, not the if. And the longer we wait, the more painful and uncertain it will be.
    Tomasz Jedrowski

    Etho isn't even that drunk when he finds himself tugged to the club's bathroom by a pretty stranger. There is a wall behind them, and Etho tries to stop himself from thinking about how many sweaty people fucked against it before them, the same night. He wonders, dizzy with anticipation, if they are going to add to the tally.

    This, he thinks, his mother will never know about.

     

     

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    5 times a younger Etho unknowingly interacted with a future friend and 1 time they interacted on purpose .

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    'You two are such a perfect couple, I can't really imagine you worrying about things like that at all' she said, and Etho didn't have the heart to tell her that… Well.
    Etho wasn't aware they are dating. He loves Bdubs, and there is not a shred of doubt in his heart about Bdubs loving him too, but that being said…

    Five times Etho thinks they might be dating.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Maybe he was made for this, Jimmy thinks as he squeezes his eyes shut. This evasion that comes so naturally to him – this avoidance. Flighty, his light body made for taking off and escaping. Lean muscles and hollow bones designed to dart in and out. Quick to dodge teasing, quick to bounce back from failure.

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    Tango comes through the Rift to visit Jimmy at his Empire.

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    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Everything went to shit on night three.

    Tango was lying down really close to him. It was no one's fault but his own, as per usual.

    Jimmy’s sleeping bag was currently sitting on top of his bedroom bed back home where he had forgotten it, approximately a four-hour elytra flight away.

    His sleeping bag laid undisturbed and very, very far away.

    Unlike Tango.

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    16 Jun 2026