shymin
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Alan strolls to the piano and crouches down. “Don’t make me say it, Mart.”
Martin looks away. “Say what?”
“You’re being a cunt,” Alan tells him. “And our server's not going to give you another drink until you put your top back on. She told me.” She hadn’t.
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He waits until Martin has gotten off most of his layers – the belts and the boots and the harness gone, until only the tights and the camisole remain – and then Dave speaks up, his voice carefully casual.
“Fancy a bump?”
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haven't looked at the sun in so long (i'd forgotten how much it hurts to) by shymin
Fandoms: Depeche Mode (Band)
13 Nov 2024
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The water envelops him. He enters one foot, then the other, and settles himself; laying his head back against the cool ceramic once he’s fully inside. The bathtub is deep, and the water comes up as high as Martin's neck. He could pull his head under easily.
The band in their villa in Madrid, 1993. A rumination on death.
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Alan moves across the bed and takes Martin’s forearm in his grip, and then pins it down so that Martin is kept on his back. Still wearing that oversized tee. Alan stabs a finger at his chest, at the word MASTER spelled out in big letters. “Is this meant to be ironic?”
Martin peers down. “I thought you didn’t want me to talk.”
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When Suzanne discovers she's pregnant, dysphoria overtakes Martin. Dave helps him work through it.
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After, it took weeks before he thought of the twins – really thought of them, two teenagers whose brother he almost—
It took him weeks to wonder how they must have felt, and now he wonders again, wonders if, just like him, Mairu inhales smoke so she doesn’t have to breathe in the lack of Izaya. God knows there seems to be more of it than there’s oxygen in the city.
God knows cigarette smoke is nowhere near as bitter.
Or, Shizuo can't forget Izaya, so he decides to remember him instead.
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21 Jun 2026
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so twisted fate by slowmoon
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Jun 2026
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There are no windows in the Skydome’s cramped detention room so nobody gets the moment that Jay’s nose starts bleeding, dripping heavily into his lap. His hands are still cuffed behind his back. He tries to wipe the blood off on his shoulder and succeeds in smearing it across his lips, over his left cheek. It keeps dripping like a leaky faucet.
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09 Jun 2026
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Those With The Eyes To See by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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Two key truths had remained constant for Jay McCarrol since his childhood: one, Matt was always there; and two, Jay had no real sense of direction in his life.
On the rare occasions in which he had allowed himself to reflect on it, Jay had always ended up reaching the same conclusion: a change in number one must be the key to changing number two.
After experiencing a timeline without Matt at his side and making the decision to go back to set things right, though, Jay realizes how much he values the life that they have together, and it finally occurs to him that maybe the purpose that he’s been searching for his whole life has been right there in front of him the entire time.
Or, Jay decides to propose to Matt.
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05 Jun 2026
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(Webseries era; an irritated and inquisitive Jay decides to finally exercise the authority he’s always known he has over Matt. He kicks him around on the floor a bit and Matt cums in his pants. The end.)
Matt did well with instruction back then, not just dares and challenges. He was a surprisingly good student. Jay always copied off of him. But when they tossed their caps up on graduation day and no roadmap fell back down into their hands, both stagnated. Matt’s world stayed small, but it was all he needed. Now they were like two fleas running laps on the head of a pin, forever and a day, but would either of them really have it any other way?
Jay dissolves his miserable daydream with a shake of his head, longing to return to his work at the piano keys. But there’s Matt, on his knees, in seeming supplication for another command.
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28 May 2026
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Eito wonders, is this what connection feels like? This strange, frightening, foreign thing mutating into a vibrant chorus in his chest? It feels as though it's going to devour him.
The more terrifying fact is he knows he's going to let it.
Eito bleeds out his hate towards the SDU. Something else must take its place.
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24 May 2026