shinenct
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donghyuck suffers from depression but refuses to admit it
he is extremely overworked but he finds himself enjoying that because if he is busy, that meant that he did not need to think, and that he mind would already be occupied.
but what will happen when he is on his day off, all alone in the dorms with no one to help him fight the demons? -
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jisung hasnt been himself lately. and he knows it. but he doesnt want to tell anyone.
its slowly eating him up and draining him from the colour of life
will the dreamies find out before its too late?
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donghyuck is tired and just wants to end it all
mark just wants to save his world
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"im sorry donghyuck but the results have stated that you have stage 3 stomach cancer"
donghyuck's world stopped
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donghyuck and mark have always been the best of friends.
but what will they do when both of them are struggling but not opening up about it
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When Seungmin started working at the suicide hotline he had set himself a rule
Dont get attached.
And he fallowed it religiously.
Thats until he recived a call that was destined to change not only the callers life but also his own.
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11 May 2026
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Those Who Watch Us (Will Always Be Watching) by vintagesnowbear
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
26 Mar 2026
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"Hyunjin?" Chan whispered.
Hyunjin couldn't speak, couldn't move, couldn't breathe.
“How much pain will you have to go through before you realise it’s okay to tell us what’s wrong?”
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Hwang Hyunjin had always considered himself to be a very, very happy person. He was happy with his life, with his group, with his friends, with his job as an idol. Yet, he finds things begin to change very quickly when a new manager comes into play and threatens to uproot everything Hyunjin has built his happiness upon...
Will he be able to tell the group what is happening to him before it is too late? Or will Hyunjin succumb to the manager's abuse and lose sight of himself in the process?
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23 Apr 2026
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The first time that Jisung talked to Chenle, he thought that this was a person he should stay far away from. There was no reason for them to cross paths, in every sense of the words. Jisung is built for the stars, built to curl away from anyone's touch. Chenle is made to rule the world.
(Jisung is hopelessly in love, Chenle is bad at showing that he is, too.)
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- Part 2 of when i see you, spark
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22 Mar 2026
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“Doesn’t matter, because I’m fine. Stop worrying about me.” The brunette made a move to walk away, but Hyunjin grabbed his arm to stop him.
“Seungmin- wait. Of course I’m worried about you.” He bit his lip, deciding if this was the best time to bring this up. Unfortunately, he was too under the influence to stop himself. “You’ve been acting off for days- and..and tonight, at your best friend's birthday party you’re still acting strange. You’ve barely eaten. You- I’m worried, Seungmin. Is something wrong? Why won’t you tell us? Why won’t you tell me?”
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Seungmin has been struggling with major depression recently, but doesn't want to burden his friends, and Hyunjin is hopelessly in love with Seungmin, but feels like he can't reach him.
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16 Mar 2026
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it was slow , gradual the feeling of sinking he was drowning it had progressed for months with no one doing anything Seungmin's pride kept him from asking for help . He could continue like this his members didn't like him all that much anyway.
he could deal with it the members needed the help more .what happens when the mentally strongest person in the group finally breaks under the pressure
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15 Mar 2026