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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    “The casting team is confident in this choice,” Johnny says, voice smooth. “Unless you have any objections, we’re interested in informing him that he’s been cast as soon as possible. Na Jaemin’s become a pretty big name in the last year or so.”

    Mark considers it for a split second, and then he's clearing his throat and saying, “I have no objections. Let’s move forward with Na Jaemin from here.”

    Johnny nods, and the meeting proceeds. Mark sits frozen in his seat, and thinks, oh, fuck. What the hell have I done?

    (Or; Jaemin is a famous actor. Mark is the showrunner for a Netflix show that Jaemin's just been cast in. They haven't seen or spoken to one another in over ten years, and the last time they were in the same room, they were still together. As in, dating. Actually, now that Mark's thinking about it, he's not totally sure they ever officially broke up. Fuck.)

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    10 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 83

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    He’s different, Jaemin is, in ways that only someone who once knew him as well as Mark did would notice. This weariness that clings to him…Mark wonders how long it’s been there. And Mark knows they haven’t been talking for very long, but he hasn’t seen Jaemin smile—really, properly smile—even once. Even the way he sits, shoulders hunched over like the weight of the world is bearing down on him, isn’t like him. Mark has to wonder what the industry has done to his Jaeminie.

    (Mark's first friend, first crush, first kiss, first love is an idol. And he’s falling to pieces as the whole world watches.)

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    16 Jan 2025

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    "I’d lost a little bit of myself, but you helped me find it again. And I think I know enough now not to make that same mistake. So some good came out of me having to take a break. It forced me to deal with a lot of stuff I’d just been trying to ignore, and…it brought you back to me."

  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    The stall vendor sees right through him as soon as he begins to stammer through the words une pain d'épices s’il vous plait, asking him what he wants in thick English instead, which Mark bashfully responds to for both their sakes. As it turns out, Renjun was close enough to have heard the whole thing, laughing at him when Mark arrives back with the little paper bag containing three slices of ginger loaf. He thanks him anyway, and Mark thinks he looks very beautiful, all bright eyes and warm light bouncing from his face, tiny snowflakes caught in the wisps of his hair.

    “Pretty,” Mark says quietly, cupping Renjun’s face with one gentle hand so that he’ll tilt his chin Mark’s way again, smile at him and fill his chest with warmth in all the places the mulled wine couldn’t reach. “I love you so much.”

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    Christmas in France with Renjun starts out a dream, but turns into a recurring nightmare when Mark meets a ghost from his boyfriend's past.

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    25 Dec 2022

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    sobbing… merry christmas 💔

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    Jeno is executing the most dignified desperate escape possible when Renjun calls out to him, voice pitched up at the end with uncertainty.

    “See you next week?”

     

    Or: Jeno falls in love in the middle of a presentation on space rocks. It snowballs from there.

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    16 Dec 2020

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    in love with everything about this!!!!

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    To: [email protected]
    From: [email protected]
    Subject: editor in the house
    Attached: demo_reel_2020.mov

    Heya,

    Saw your ad around campus for a video editor for your youtube channel. Here’s a demo reel in case you need one or something.
    I’m pretty much available at all times (what is sleep) and only need a starbucks venti americano with 6 espresso shots as payment for every video edited.

    P.S watched some vids and ur hella cute. Feel free to just hit me up if u need someone to make you blush (✧ω✧)

     

    (in which Mark is looking for an editor for his Youtube channel and Jaemin is the only person who answers)

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    19 Jun 2020

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    youtuber au <333 a win for markmin nation