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    “I want you to keep surprising me like that. Makes everything good boring. Makes me love boring. I want more selfies at captain desk by tomorrow." Ilya said.

    He wanted to please Ilya the way Ilya always pleased him. Selfishly wanted to be the one and only one who made his days, who surprised him the same way Ilya surprised him every single morning like he was the only thing that mattered in the whole big world. He wasn’t natural to that. Not like Ilya. But he wanted to make Ilya feel this good.

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    or: A silly selfie leads to on-ice teasing, a much needed conversation, and a very thorough nipple play night..
    Shane learns that sometimes the best way to be brave is to let go.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane was crying, he realized. Properly crying, shoulders shaking, ugly, hiccupping sobs wrenching out of him. He was spiraling and worrying his amazing husband all because he couldn’t look beautiful in lingerie that he hadn’t even thought of wearing until a few months ago. It was all so stupid .

    “I’m sorry,” he choked out, the words muffled by the fabric. “I’m so sorry, I’m so stupid.”

    (or, after enjoying being cursed with a pussy Shane decides to buy it for their anniversary. And panties. And bra. And some more things.)

    Tag to be covered: Ilya Rozanov Has a Shane Hollander Kink

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    22 Jun 2026

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    A storm strands Yuna Hollander in Boston with no flights, no taxis, and no hotel rooms. Her unexpected rescuer? Shane Hollander’s biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov. But one night in Ilya’s apartment reveals hockey’s greatest secret: the NHL’s fiercest enemies have been secretly, hopelessly in love for ten years.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “But…” Ilya stalls out. He conjures his sun’s face: the soft curve of skin where the corner of his eye becomes the sweep of his cheekbone, the stubble that clings to the soft end of his chin, the strong and even line of his eyebrows. “Solnyshko,” Ilya says. “It means sun, yes, but… it’s like a pet name. Sunshine. Honey. I’m calling you my sun.”

    This is mortifying in English. Christ, he should never have started this conversation. He should have shaken Shane off when he had the chance. Even as Ilya thinks this, he knows he could not have done it. He cannot deny Shanyshko anything. That has always been the problem between them. What a terrifying, awesome, horrible problem to have. Ilya would like to have this problem for the rest of his life.

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    or, Ilya and Shane talk about their love, their lives.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”

    “He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”

    Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?

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    or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.

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    21 Jun 2026