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  1. Rec 82

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    “I wanted to hurt you, yes, because you hurt me, but I didn’t want it to go like this. I wasn’t listening and I should’ve been.” Deborah’s voice is suddenly so gravely serious, it makes Ava squirm. “Ava… I really thought you were going to kill yourself.”
     
    “Yeah, well. Sorry to disappoint.” Ava says, bitterly. 

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    Or: Following their reconciliation at the beach, Deborah’s determined to win Ava’s trust back. Ava’s determined too, but her body just won’t let her. (Takes place between 4x06, “Mrs. Table” and 4x07, “D’Christening”)

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    “Do you really think I’d be a pillow princess?” Deborah asks, and when Ava looks at her face, she can tell Deborah is wounded by the thought.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    She thinks she might be nervous.

    Yes.

    Not quite the pre-show jitters before her special, but something out of the ordinary.

    Something that could potentially nauseate her.

    What a great sight that would be on the 15:

    The infamous and equally beautiful Deborah Vance vomiting up her carrot sticks.

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    Deborah POV and Deborah-centric.

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    07 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    She's getting used to things that make her uncomfortable.

    She's caused most of them, of course, with her trigger-happy fingers and too fast mouth, and inability to just pause and think.

    Well, it was the pause that was the issue, as opposed to the thinking, although she could definitely make a successful argument that it was the thinking too.

    God.

    Now she's just spiraling in a Pier 30 changing room.

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    (aka the one where Ava learns to swim - but not really)

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Deborah hasn't been able to get the idea out of her mind ever since it popped up, completely unbidden, from what she has to imagine is some dark corner of her subconsciousness. "Leave my pillow princess alone!"

    ...Okay, maybe not completely unbidden.

    After she got home from their little trip to Montecito and had a chance to google a few things, Deborah was good and annoyed at first - and then the self doubt crept in. What if Ava's little joke rang a note of truth?

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    30 May 2026