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The problem, Sam thinks, is that his cheek still really fucking hurts, and that’s kind of making it hard to search for snarky rejoinders to being punched in the face, or even to ask, hey, Dean, what the hell, I’m like two-thirds of your size and that really hurt, cause the part of Sam’s brain that’s normally focused on being quick and clever and whining at Dean is currently occupied telling him don’t ask him, you idiot, cause you don’t want him to hit you again.
1994-2005. Dean hits Sam kind of a lot.
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29 Apr 2026
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What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?
“You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.
Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”
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Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.
With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.
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TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.
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11 Feb 2026
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Let it be said, John Winchester has nothing against gay people. Sure, it’s a little odd sometimes, but he knows his own personal discomfort shouldn’t impact the way other people live their lives. He doesn’t care so much. He’s open-minded. He’s a modern man. And that’s a good thing, too, with a son like Sammy.
October 1996. John Winchester worries that thirteen year old Sammy is gay, Dean Winchester worries about John worrying, and Sam is blissfully oblivious.
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Dean, always trying his best to get between John and Sam, even when Sam’s nowhere nearby and the only fight they’re having is in John’s head. But he’s right. Though that makes John think, suddenly, of his concerns—concerns?—from earlier. Soccer. It is a girly sport, right? Who plays soccer? Europeans, eight year olds, and girls, at least in John’s experience. Is he hopelessly behind the times? “Dean,” he says. “Is it just me, or do you think soccer’s kind of a girly sport?"Series
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09 Dec 2025
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Maybe Dad doesn’t beat them, Sam thinks, but Dean was still coming back from hunts with broken bones at age twelve, and maybe Dad says he’s trying to avenge Mary’s killer, but he’s still the one who took the normal life Sam could’ve had away and ripped it to shreds, then screamed at him for wanting pieces of it.
December 1999. Sixteen-year-old Sam Winchester keeps having dreams where he kills his father.
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my thesis on teenage sam winchester, told through a series of chronological vignettesSeries
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09 Dec 2025
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"all I'm saying is, you're my weak spot" by NotSyrupsucks
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 May 2025
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The only thing worse than living with an angry man in your house, is two angry men.
Sam seemed to miss out on this miraculous gene, another thing his brother and father had in common without him. It wasn’t exactly a feeling of isolation, or envy, he began to despise the yelling and fighting as soon as it began.
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A little study on Dean's physical abuse to Sam. Their childhood, how I think it's perceived by Sam, and what comes of it.
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- Part 3 of Fuck John Winchester
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09 Dec 2025