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    Ilya makes love to Shane, it's the dirtiest thing they have ever done.

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    “What? Hmm? I can’t hear you, hiding so far from me” Ilya whispers, kisses the shell of Shane’s ear and Shane’s brow furrows, he fidgets where he’s pinned to the sheets, squirms and thunder rumbles a dark sky wide crash over them again and Shane pulls his face back just a breath.

    “You know” Shane complains, and rolls his hips as much as he can a tiny tilt that shifts him just the smallest bit on Ilya’s cock, a tease of the real fucking thing.

    It's an imitation of the stretch that knocks his mind clean out, the relentless fucks of his hips that shakes Shane from the inside, that is everythingeverythingeverything the middle of the universe where he and Ilya do this, where they make themselves one pretty brilliant thing.

    “I want to hear it” Ilya’s hand slips free of Shane’s hair and finds his hip, pushes down to hold him still and gives a nudge of his cock. Enough to make Shane’s breath stutter.

    “Tell me” another waved thrust that makes a sound punch out of Shane’s throat.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    prompt: video game battle

    “So… welcome to my house.”

    Shane clutched his duffel strap to his chest, feeling as nervous as he was sure he looked standing on Cliff Marleau’s doorstep. This was the first time he’d actually been to any of his high school hockey team’s sleepovers, often opting to stay at home or go for an evening at the rink. There were a fair few boys on the team, and having them all in a confined space would be overwhelming. Shane knew that for a fact. It got bad enough in the changing rooms.

    Not to say that they didn’t all get along, because they did — they wouldn’t be able to play hockey well if they didn’t. But sometimes they were too much, and Shane didn’t want to be stuck in a room with all of them when things got overwhelming. He preferred to be on his own. And his parents understood that — his mom let him skip the sleepovers so long as he went to the other social events with the team.

    Which is why she had been surprised when Shane had announced that he wanted to go to the next sleepover.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy, older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    The fight on Boxing Day 2020 end with Ilya asking Shane for a break and Shane walking out the door. Ilya never thought that will be the last time he saw Shane, for a very long time. During this time, everyone Shane loved struggle to cope with the grief, some better than others. Ilya stays in Ottawa and watches over Yuan and David Hollander, grieving their only son, and each in their own, do not survive it. Hayden searches for answers in the wreckage of his best friend's disappearance, turning over events in memory, unable to shake the feeling Shane told him something before he vanished.
    When Shane finally reappears, enduring the unthinkable, broken and barely recognizable, what comes next is harder than anyone anticipated.

    Or: AU after the Boxing Day fight in The Long Game. It's a story of grief, found family, a love that withstands hardship and passage of time, and the most unlikely friendship. Recovery is slow and costly and nonlinear, but that's what makes the happy ending hard won. Major Character Death warning are not for Shane or Ilya.

    Updates Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    And that’s it, really, the crux of everything they are and always have been to each other. Carving themselves into the fabric of the mountain’s summit so that neither of them can exist there without the other. I promise I will not let you fall.

    Sometimes everything you want doesn’t necessarily look like everything you want. It's Shane's first year in Ottawa and the Centaurs have made another historic playoff run, but when all is said and done, no one may come out of it unscathed. This is a story about picking up the pieces.

    (This is a story about love.)

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    17 Jun 2026