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He’d never planned to get as close as they did, but if Javier was being honest, he wanted John, too. He was just stupid enough to think he’d change for him. John ain’t even changing for the mother of his kid, but he thought that his relationship with John was unlike John and Abigail’s, like somehow this brotherhood of theirs would get him further than poor Abigail.
Javier thought that that arrangement didn’t have to change anything in their friendship, that it was simply an addition to the side.
How wrong was he. He should’ve known, in a world like theirs, that it would change everything.
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Javier and John's friendship is in rough shape after a drunken mistake. Both of them try to navigate their feelings in a world unwelcoming of men like them.
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- Part 2 of to love me is to suffer me
Bookmarked by sadiesunk
28 May 2026
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Arthur stepped closer and reached out, gripping John’s chin, not gently. “You wanted this. So when I find you…” He leaned in, his lips almost brushing John’s ear, his voice dropping to a whisper that was more threat than promise. “…you better be ready to take it. All of it. You understand?”A shudder ran through John. He was terrified. He was more aroused than he’d ever been. He managed a jerky nod.
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John is a restless soul, almost always on edge for some reason or another. Fortunately, Arthur usually knows exactly what he needs, and what he is. What they both are.
Bookmarked by sadiesunk
26 May 2026
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John jerks off while looking at his reflection.
Bookmarked by sadiesunk
26 May 2026
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John’s been spending his weekends bringing Jack to his swim lessons, trying to ignore the irony of it all. Just another piece of his life he’s trying to clumsily put together.
He’s living and learning, but maybe he needs a teacher.
Bookmarked by sadiesunk
26 May 2026
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don't say that you love me (just tell me that you want me) by dreakawa for urmom
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
11 May 2026
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This thing between John and Javier? It's complicated.
(AKA: moments between John and Javier in chapters 1 and 2 of RDR2.
I'm terrible at summaries, I apologize.)
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- Part 1 of Red Dead Redemption
Bookmarked by sadiesunk
25 May 2026

