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YOU ARE, AND WILL ALWAYS BE, ALONE by s_oybean
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
23 Jun 2026
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In the furthest reaches of his head, he preserves a room full of Suguru, barely furnished but nonetheless overflowing, the interior blue and all-encompassing as the ocean, but as much as it’s a doorless room, it’s also a roomless door.
There is nothing to keep the tide in.
or, Satoru Gojo wakes up to his own wedding
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- Part 1 of AND FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES
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There’s an ocean in his chest and there’s an ocean between them, but what he means to say is, the earth is round, so I’ll have you if you’ll have me.
or, on growing up
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He is a simple creature with simple purposes: everything he says or does is to annoy Light, or annoy Light.
Affordances, L does love that word.
or, it's the apocalypse, so Light washes his suit
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- Part 2 of count to nine
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Light shoves him back immediately. “Don’t do that.”
“I asked her about you, of course, but she maintained that you were innocent.” He cards a hand through his hair, feels the rejection in his bones, it’s funny, it’s so funny. He remembers her insistent pitch, tea spilling over the porcelain handles, how they once had tea and porcelain handles.
or, it’s the apocalypse, so Light burns the house down, so L takes him to the beach
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- Part 1 of count to nine
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In a bout of masochistic impulse, you look at him, really look at him. He’s fiddling with the handle of his mug, eyes landed on a fantasy point in the distance. You’ve gotten so used to his absence, talking to the shadows, the specters perpetually floating around you, that having a physical presence to take up the negative space is jarring.
“So,” you begin. Suguru looks up, looks at you, finally. “Miss me?” You’re aiming for sarcastic but it comes out mean.
“Yeah.” He says easily. Reaches for a sugar packet, pauses, aborts the motion halfway. “Do you?”
or, coffee date gone wrong
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wedding au or is it really
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apocalypse au
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Bookmarked by s_oybean
05 Jul 2026
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this is genuinely the best thing ive ever read. hesitant to say favorite because that implies that my opinions are subjective it is not this is a stunning piece of literature i felt every emotion possible while reading this ive never seen a more wonderful first person piece, fanfiction or otherwise, and the dialogue is so fucking funny. light as a politician is something so dear to me i love this so so much you dont even know
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You can't save everything.
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- Part 3 of horatio
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The night Ryuzaki dies, L appears in Light's bed.
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(every night when light goes to sleep, his dreams place him in a romantic relationship with his newly-dead rival. it makes him sick.)
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“I won't bury my people’s gods in an unmarked grave,” the words wintered Kurapika’s mouth, “or dub their tongue your language. So hear me when I say this, Lucifer: I will never forgive what you’ve done.”
Kuroro’s lungs seared, white-hot and celestial.
"Heard and heeded."
(or: kuroro's got a flower in his chest, a blooming tattoo on his skin, and an ache for a lover more tragic than he is.)
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The pen is mightier than the sword and Misa writes in pink ink.
written for a comment ficathon on lj, prompt was: i'll love you psychopathically / i can't breathe without affection.
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Bookmarked by s_oybean
27 Jan 2026
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He has a few sips of his wine and no more, doesn't touch the second course. She drinks until her head is blurry and stumbles down the sidewalk with her hand on his arm, feeling dizzy and dead and like everything in the world - besides him, besides God - is very small and meaningless. She throws up on the landing of their apartment. He doesn't hold back her hair.