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    Castiel has been taken by the Empty, and Dean Winchester doesn't know how to cope. The grief, guilt, anger, and anguish are too much for Dean to handle after losing his best friend, and he spends several months in a pit of despair...until Castiel comes back.

    Post-Canon Fix-It! This is a canon-divergence AU, where Dean actually properly mourns for Castiel, has legitimate grief over losing his best friend, and finally looks deep enough inside himself to realize he had loved Castiel all along. Basically everything after S15E18 didn't happen. There's a REASON they titled that episode 'Despair', and Dean really gets to understand what that truly means in this story.

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    28 Jun 2026