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"I know I'm gross," Ivan murmured, the filth dry-swallowed like a tainted communion. "But you write me off like I lost my human privileges. I ruin everything I touch. You already knew that when you let me stay. God wired my head wrong from the start. Short attention span, trash temper. But I tried for you. I played normal every day just to stay near you. Does that earn me a shred of grace?"
Ivan shifted his grip on Till's nape, forcing Till to look at him. "Do I literally need to die for you to understand I never wanted to hand my life to anyone else? Am I still forever a stain to you? Still dirty? It's only me, Tilly. Out of all the diseased scum left in this place, you know I'm the first guy who would bleed out for you. Stop pulling away. Give me the rules to get it right. You can walk all over me. I'll gladly crawl for you if that's what keeps you here. You let me stick by your side, hug you, touch you, and the world never ended. That's simply how we are. We don't have to change the terms. Please don't force me to let go."
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Just two wrecks stuck seeing who can lie the longest.
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Bobby hyped ISAC for PR but the girls saw only risks. Pain, missed comebacks, and lurking demons. Rumi, Mira, and Zoey spoke of falls and tight schedules. Their worried mood snapped the moment he announced Saja Boys were in.
Music Bank. Soda Pop. They kept beating them on charts, even hitting the Billboard Hot 100. This new group, Saja Boys, was giving her actual wrinkles, and probably costing them a few lightsticks. Just so annoying. This ISAC was the chance. A real shot to take them down, not just on a chart.
The event became a focused hunt for the group, because a glorified field day for idols is clearly the perfect spot for a demon hunt. They took their roles, ready for a different fight.
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ISAC behind the scenes, where rivalry meets feelings and things go south.
ACT I: Rujinu
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"No more hiding, Rumi," Mira stated, her gaze pinning Rumi's. "Not from us. We talked about this."
Rumi met Mira's stare, her own eyes hard. "Nothing to hide," she countered, her voice flat. "Nothing left to say. That's the whole damn picture."
"Jinu," Zoey whispered, her hand finding Rumi's sleeve, a soft tug. "Is it because of him?"
Rumi's insides twisted. 'Yes. It was him. Always him.'
Saying it was impossible. She couldn't admit she missed a demon, missed him enough to want a whole different end for them. They wouldn't get it, they couldn't feel him like this in her bones. Her contract sure didn't cover grieving a demon or having his ghost-soul hijack her life. And since when did anything go her way?
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Jinu's gone, but Rumi got him, soul and all.
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His world stopped, and he felt like a stranger looking out of his own eyes. Loneliness felt like a wall he'd built brick by careful brick around himself. He wanted to be loved, to be seen past the flaws, believing he was destined to be alone. His present existence felt always just... under a cloud by a crushing load of unanswered questions.
Cold and alone, he just lay there. He was just Ivan Baek, with his body. Socializing just drained him.
Then, everything changed. Before, it hadn't mattered if he was around or not. But without him, Ivan realized, his days felt empty. On weekends when the boy didn't come, the house felt like all the life had been sucked out of it. He started missing his chatter, his laughter, even his teasing.
His insides clamped down. All Ivan wanted was to keep him there, all to himself. The thought felt heavy, wrong. He knew he couldn't, shouldn't. But the weird voice in his head wouldn't quit, was that even okay? Wanting someone this much? Wanting Till Lee this much?
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IVANTILL Week (2025) D1–D7 + Bonus
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"Here. You take it. I can make do." He offered it, like it was perfectly normal to just give away scarce food.
Nobody just gave things away. Not here. Not now. This thought sparked a weird knot in Till's chest, a conflicting blend of relief (potatoes!) and deep suspicion. His brow furrowed slightly. "Why?" he managed, the single word coming out harsher than he intended.
Ivan's smile, without a single falter, didn't even twitch. "Just being neighborly, I guess," he replied, his eyes actually crinkling at the corners. "And I know how tough it can be to get fresh food these days. Especially if you're not from around here." His gaze knew more than it should, which just made Till want to recoil. "You went to SNU too, didn't you? I saw your bag outside."
He then gestured towards Till's scuffed backpack slung over Till's shoulder, a bright red luggage tag still dangling from a zipper. "And the name tag, of course. Till Lee. Nice to finally put a name to the never-not-annoyed face."
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Ivan and Till's forced cohabitation, a total mess of weird feelings and things going sideways.
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Pilot Ivan X Musician Till AU: Shattered by Till, Ivan sought the vast indifference of the sky, enlisting in the South Korean Air Force. Getting to fly those planes wasn't easy—years after his basic service, he had to go through tough officer training and even tougher flight school. Yet, even way up high, the memory of Till stayed with him.
Every turn he made in the sky, every time he went up or down, he'd almost hear a laugh they shared. The shape of a cloud looked just like a smile he used to know. The big empty space above, that was supposed to help him forget, instead became like a screen showing him the past, with all those times they looked at each other and the quiet songs they knew.
Holding tight to the controls couldn't steer him away from thinking about those days, every flight just bringing back the sweet and sad feeling of a love that had flown away.
This whole series is being rewritten
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I just realized that my two AUs are both inspired by G-Dragon songs, so I'm making them a series.
ACT I: UNTITLED, 2024
ACT II: CROOKED (Kind of Love)
ACT III: We're Partners (But Don't Tell Anyone We're in Love)- Words:
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