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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Chuuya makes a mistake on a mission he should’ve never been part of—and now, still injured, he’s on his knees waiting for his punishment. Dazai pulls on the leash until their eyes meet.

    “Do you hate me that much?” Dazai asked, voice sweet as honey. Chuuya struggled for the first time. The brunet cradled his cheek, leaning in to lick away his tears. “Enough to destroy the city? Oh, how lovely. I feel the same about you, pet.”

    “I hate you,” Chuuya snarled.

    Dazai rested his forehead against his and hummed. “And yet you’ll give me what I want.”

    “I swear I’ll kill you.”

    A shadow crossed his face. Dazai stepped back slowly, circled the desk, opened a drawer, and tossed the muzzle at Chuuya’s feet.

    “Do it. Before I do.”

    Or: Dazai needs Chuuya inside him to silence the hollow ache in his chest, but asking for it has never been an option.

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    22 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Nothing unites two people more than hate towards the same person. And when you decide to have sex with your enemy´s sworn rival, you told yourself it would be just a meaningless hook up.

    That is, until feelings get involved.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    I could do so much more with you, he’d sworn, studying Sheep-stained bracelets — longing for a claustrophobic place in his skeptical ribcage. To wound from the inside. 

    See?, he would have said, from that carcass. You bleed too. 

    Or: Soukoku, in three acts.

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    04 May 2025

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    “Oh, you’re alive?” the man said, blinking down at Chuuya’s angrily flailing legs. “Haha, not for long~”
    That was it. Chuuya was going to murder this human.
    “Ow!” the man shrieked, pulling his fingers out of reach of Chuuya’s furiously snapping pincers. “I was kidding, little crab—I was kidding—!”

    (Or: Chuuya tries to save Akutagawa from the consequences of the mermaid prince's terrible decisions, and in the process winds up making some questionable choices of his own.)

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    15 Jun 2024

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    “Remember how I promised to keep you safe? To never let you leave again?”

    Chuuya’s lips tremble as he continues to stare at something invisible, murmuring bites of words to himself.

    “This is it,” Dazai says and, grasping hold of his chin, he firmly guides Chuuya’s face to look at him. “You are not allowed to leave me, so wherever you currently are, snap out of it and come back to me.”

    — or: waking up in a disturbingly familiar cage leaves Chuuya in pieces. Dazai reflects on their past to see how they got here and how to bring Chuuya back. A retelling of Beast.

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    15 Jun 2024