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Ever since Dean could remember, Sam has been his responsibility. And ever since Dean could remember, his dad punished him accordingly if he failed at his job.
After all, “Sam is your responsibility Dean, and you will protect him with your life.”
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Dean felt relief for a split second before he was backhanded across the face so hard he fell to the floor.
“What the hell were you thinking Dean?!” John shouted at him before pulling Sam into his arms. “You almost got your brother killed! All because you selfishly disobeyed my orders and were too much of a goddamn pussy to pull the trigger!”
Dean reached a trembling hand to the hot skin of his cheek as he stuttered out an apology. “I’m sorry dad. I wasn’t thinking, I-I’ll do better next time.”
His dad was glaring at him. “There won’t be a next time. You’re going to man up and learn how to kill monsters if it’s the last thing I do.”
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Or, following Dean's life through childhood and adulthood and how having an abusive father affected him.
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He can’t see Buck. Can’t feel his pulse.
Is he alive? Is he hurt?
Is he dead?
“Buck! Answer me! Are you okay?!”
Eddie can’t wait anymore. He quickly opens the door and enters the room. He shuts the door behind him.
Buck is curled into a ball on the top of his sheets, his arms wrapped tight around his knees, sobbing repeatedly, “M’ Derek. I-I’m Derek. I’m Derek. Please, m’ Derek.”
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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02 Jul 2026
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“Which do you think makes you feel most loved?”
Eddie thought for a long moment. Too long, maybe. Then he shrugged, “Honestly, Buck? I have no idea.”
Buck’s brows pinched up. “What do you mean? When have you felt the most loved?”
“Don’t make a big thing of this, Buck. Promise?”
Buck made a show of crossing his heart, brows still raised curiously.
“I’m not sure I’ve ever… really felt loved in a relationship? I’m not convinced that I know what makes me feel loved…”
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After finding out that Eddie doesn't know what his love language is, Buck sets about finding out for him. He begins a five week experiment, one for each love language, to figure out which will make Eddie feel the most loved.
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18 Jun 2026
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"D'you know Eddie?" Buck asks. His eyes are huge and earnest. It's not often these days that Eddie gets to see him this unguarded. Just needed to get him stoned out of his mind on painkillers, apparently. He's probably got a prescription in that stack of papers Eddie took. Maybe Eddie can run out and fill it for him while he sleeps. "He's my best—my best friend."
Eddie's heart does something traitorously squishy that he hopes doesn't show on his face. "Feeling's mutual, bud. Come on, lie down, sleep it off for a little bit, okay?"
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Or: Buck confesses something he doesn't mean to while on painkillers. Eddie spirals about it.
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16 Jun 2026
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The bruises mottle Buck’s skin, like paint splattered clumsily on a canvas. Except—the artist behind this, whoever they are, clearly went about it with intent and precision. A curator of hickeys; Buck’s pale thighs like the walls of a gallery. A thriving one, at that. It’s… a lot of marks.
Eddie wonders if it hurts. Well—he knows that part already, at least based on what Buck told him a few minutes ago. So instead, Eddie starts to wonder if it hurt. The procedure behind the photo; the act of being marked up so irrefutably.
Buck reacts to Eddie’s thumbs up message with a thumbs down.
Buck: I just accidentally sexted you dude
Don’t 👍👍👍👍 meOr: Eddie receives an unintended photo. Then he bites some thighs about it.
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16 Jun 2026
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Hovering his thumb over the link, Ravi hesitates for just a moment. Fandom is sacred to some people. It saves lives, even if "normal people" refuse to admit it. Suddenly, Ravi feels like he's overstepping boundaries, because fan-fiction is apart of some people's identities. You learn of a character and relate or love them so much, they gain a part of your soul. Like Ravi with Spider-Man. Like Christopher with Super-Man. Like Buck with…whoever he wrote or read about.
It could simply just be a reader account, Ravi thinks. Maybe all that typing was a comment gushing about how well someone did? And even if it was a writing account, all Ravi would do is look at it. Right?
Right.
Ravi finds Buck's private AO3 account, where Buck writes fan-fiction about Eddie being in love with him. He decides to do something about it.
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- Part 4 of buddie gifts ᥫ᭡.
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14 Jun 2026

