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Hyunjin queria o adeus. Chan se confessou.
No backstage da maior noite da Lunar Veins, Hyunjin e Chan descobrem que a linha entre o sexo e o amor é tão fina quanto a fumaça do cigarro que passa por eles.
"Não existe 'última vez' entre nós, Hyune."
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Chan e Hyunjin estavam juntos há mais de 4 anos, escondidos entre olhares. Mas, depois de uma reunião, algo mudou e, pela primeira vez, o que parecia inabalável começou a ruir em silêncio.
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- Part 4 of Universo hyunchan
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Chan viu o próprio futuro se desfazer no instante em que Hyunjin entrou na igreja e disse “sim” para outra pessoa.
Mas o que ele esperava, afinal? Os anos passaram. O amor que queimava urgente virou lembrança; os planos sussurrados na madrugada, os beijos roubados nos corredores, tudo foi empurrado para um passado que já não podia ser tocado. Agora eram duas pessoas diferentes. Não mais Chan e Hyunjin, como se fossem uma coisa só, mas apenas Chan. E Hyunjin.
Então por que, depois de tantos anos, o sentimento ainda insistia em existir?
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Tudo o que Chan queria era sentir aqueles lábios de novo. Só mais uma vez. Mas ele sabia que aquilo não iria acontecer. O primeiro beijo tinha sido apenas consequência de uma brincadeira idiota, um momento rápido demais para significar algo. Pelo menos, era o que ele repetia para si.
Agora, sozinho no quarto escuro do dormitório, Chan se pegava desejando Hyunjin mais do que nunca. O silêncio parecia aumentar o peso do nome dele em sua mente. As fotos no celular, Hyunjin sorrindo, Hyunjin sério, Hyunjin distraído, só atiçavam mais sua imaginação. Ele apertou a tela com o polegar, sentindo o estômago revirar enquanto pensamentos impróprios tomavam forma sem pedir permissão.
Ele só não imaginava que aquele desejo não era unilateral
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Hyunjin terminou com Chan quando percebeu que estava amando sozinho. As promessas continuavam ali, mas a atenção não. Chan estava sempre cansado, ocupado demais, distante mesmo quando presente e, aos poucos, Hyunjin entendeu que não adiantava insistir em um relacionamento onde precisava implorar por espaço.
Preso entre o orgulho e o amor que nunca morreu, Hyunjin entra em conflito. Se aproximar de novo significa se expor à mesma ausência que o fez ir embora. Se virar a página de vez, significa aceitar que o amor da sua vida pode não ser mais seu.
No fim, Hyunjin precisa decidir se está disposto a lutar por Chan outra vez ou se vai continuar escolhendo o caminho mais seguro, mesmo que doa para sempre.
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The Gift That Keeps on Giving (Wrapped in Red For You) by flixfreckle
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
24 Dec 2024
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“Love you, too, hyung,” Minho whispered, breaking his character for a moment to press a sugary kiss onto Chan’s lips. “But I’m kinda trying to do this thing where I drive you insane with my itchy skirt and artificial peppermint flavor and this isn’t part of my vision. Play along, hyung.”
Or, Minho has the concept of a plan, a skirt, and the hopes of driving Chan insane.
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05 Jun 2026
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“You’re lucky I’m not a creature of the night, young lord. You could have been hurt dragging in a stranger in the middle of the night. Who knows if I wanted to steal something… irreplaceable,” the stranger said, eyes flickering over Minho again, lingering on Minho’s throat that was hidden under his tie.
“It would have hurt me more to leave you outside in the cold,” Minho countered, crossing his legs and leaning back on the couch. “It would have been a misfortune for both of us if something happened due to me thinking too highly of myself to help someone in need. And nothing has been stolen as far as I can see.”
Or, the rules are clear - do as you’re told, cover your neck and wrists, sit in the sun, and never let strangers inside. That’s how Minho was raised, his mother’s warning haunting him all the way into adulthood. That is, until one night a handsome stranger knocks on the door, fainting before Minho. For the first time in his life, Minho disobeys, and his life is changed forever.
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05 Jun 2026
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"It's... fuck, Hyunjin, I'm old enough to be your dad."
Hyunjin grinned, and his eyes flashed as bright as the silver ring in his lip. "So?"
OR: Chan is old. Hyunjin doesn't care.
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29 May 2026
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“I started to like myself when he died. I never could before. I would always have his voice in my head, saying I’m too much, I’m too sensitive, I need to grow some balls.” Hyunjin is panting now, and he feels so fucking good. “He said that I was weak for having any feelings besides anger; what he didn’t know was that I was angrier than him most of the time. I hated him with everything I am, and I still do, but it took so much energy to hate him that it started to morph into self-hatred. I started to believe him at some point, and obviously I still do believe him, but I don’t want to anymore.
“He’s had his claws in me for too long, Chan,” Hyunjin groans, and he watches as Chan licks his lips. “He’s dead, but I still feel him watching me. I hate it, but it’s there. It gets quiet sometimes, but when I get stressed, it all comes rushing back, and I feel like I need to leave everyone behind because I’m not good enough to be around them.”
“You are!” Chan protests, reaching out to cup Hyunjin’s jaw. His hand is so warm in the cool night air, so strong against his frail skin.
Maybe it’s strong enough to hold him up when he can’t do it himself.
- wedding coming soon!! <3
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- Part 1 of The HyunChan Chronicals
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21 May 2026
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Hyunjin lives as a florist by day, escort by night. With a failing flower shop, his mother’s illness, a loan shark breathing down his neck and escort work, the omega has no room left for dreams, let alone romance.
Minho is successful but lonely and is tired of watching every relationship fall apart. Then Hyunjin steps into his life and begins to blur the line between business and love.
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11 May 2026