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“It’s weird,” Shane says. “Like something’s missing.”
Ilya hums, his eyes flitting to the bump where the baby was until just yesterday. His stomach is still distended, though softer than before, like his body hasn’t caught up to what just happened yet.
Shane isn’t sure that’s what he meant, but maybe Ilya’s right. Something was inside him, and now that thing is out in the world, a separate being that’s able to live and breathe without him.
Or, Shane decides the best way to beat the post-retirement-blues is to have a baby, but bringing new life into the world is no small feat.
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bad case of lovin' you by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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“Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”
Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.
Shane Hollander
Age: 27
Height: 177.8cm
Weight: 88.5Kg
Temp: 36.6
BP: 118/75-Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.
-shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)
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"In sickness and in health," were the wedding vows that Ilya and Shane exchanged almost a year ago, surrounded by the people who loved them. Sooner than they imagined, that promise was put to the test when an accident changed the trajectory of the players' lives.
Shane is forced to retire early. The player sees his world crumble as he loses what he loved most in life, and Ilya is by his side, ready to lift him up, ready to make Shane understand that not all is lost.
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The Shape of My Absence by swede_89
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander thought the hardest part of leaving Montreal would be changing teams. He never expected to lose himself in the process.
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It begins with a handful of scars hidden beneath the waistband of his underwear after a photoshoot hookup neither of them expected to happen. Then comes the drinking, the endless nights out and the hotel room meetings where Ilya arrives smelling of alcohol and exhaustion. A year later, Shane discovers something far harder to ignore sitting openly on a hotel desk. After that come the fights, the broken teeth, the bruises, the cigarettes, and all the countless little ways Ilya seems determined to hurt himself while pretending none of it matters.
Each year reveals another piece of a puzzle Shane cannot quite solve.
Each year gives him another reason to walk away.
Instead, he stays.
TRIGGER WARNINGS AT START