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Signs of Life by jukoist for caffiend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.
“You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.
“Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”
“Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-
Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.
Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.
Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.
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15 Jul 2026
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In this Together by Luna (lunasky), lunasky
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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14 Jul 2026
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I must confess (that my loneliness is killing me) by photographer_of_thoughts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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“It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”
Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.
“You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.
“Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.
“I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”
or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.
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14 Jul 2026
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twenty stitches in a hospital room by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Ilya was only a few strides behind Shane on the ice.
He clocked the angle before the hit even landed; Marlow coming in too hot, too fast, shoulder high. Shane turned and slowed at the wrong moment, skates clipping, balance gone.
Impact.
The sound carried oddly through the arena, duller than boards, sharper than ice. Shane went down hard, helmet skidding, body twisting. And then it all happened at once. Skates tangled. Marlow stumbled over him as he fell, too. A skate’s blade flashed too close, too sharp.
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Shane's injuries during the Boston/Montreal game are much more life-threatening than in canon. Ilya's quick thinking and bone-deep instincts are the only reason he survives.
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- Part 2 of hollanov longfics
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14 Jul 2026
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the courtship of ilya rozanov by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.
Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.
Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.
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14 Jul 2026
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If it wasn't for that meddling kid by ARustySpork
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 May 2026
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14 Jul 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.
The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.
The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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13 Jul 2026
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12 Jul 2026
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.
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- Part 3 of hollanov longfics
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12 Jul 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here! (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)
This series is marked as complete and maybe it is, but I might return for the occasional in-universe one-shot, so feel free to subscribe if you're interested!
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12 Jul 2026
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11 Jul 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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11 Jul 2026
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Neteyam is the golden heir, bound by duty to a marriage that will secure his family’s future. Aonung is the reef’s arrogant prince, the rival Neteyam was supposed to hate. But as it begins, a secret months in the making finally crashes to the surface. In a world of rigid tradition, two boys from different worlds must decide: follow the path laid out for them, or burn the map and follow their hearts.
“I thought I’d be flying back to the mountains. I didn't realize the sea had already claimed my heart.”
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11 Jul 2026
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come look, look how all the kids have grown by sullysneverlisten
Fandoms: James Cameron's Avatar - All Media Types, Avatar (Movies - Cameron)
30 Apr 2026
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Lo’ak can pinpoint the exact moment Dad’s brain catches up with his mouth. But the words are out there, and the world doesn’t end, not like Lo’ak had pictured it would once his father finally said what he’s been saying for weeks with his indifference. In his head, he’d imagined the worst. Some eruption, or a moon blowing to pieces above them.
There’s nothing explosive about it, but the ground beneath him still feels like it’s going to give.
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Or, Neteyam survives.
So why does Lo’ak still feel like he's grieving?
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- Part 1 of my brother and i
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11 Jul 2026
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Sharing Clothes: The Wild Card of the Infamous Hanahaki Disease by yuutsunaoi
Fandoms: Avatar (Movies - Cameron)
01 May 2026
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Aonung had been so, charming, that, when they were left alone, the drunk man ended up drunkenly blurting out the one thing he promised to himself to never confess and say out loud:
"Don't freak out, but I think I'm a little in love with you,"
Neteyam remembered Aonung's expression really well.
The man's cute and indulging grin turned awkward in the car and under the dimmed light, and Neteyam noted to himself that, if he ever needed to get (somewhat) sober in a blink, he'd just run his mouth and confess.
"Your… jokes are…" Aonung had started to say, pausing to think before he settled on rephrasing with an awkward and sheepish grin, "You've always been terrible at jokes."
Thankfully, Neteyam was still drunk enough to not embarrass himself by crying over being rejected. Rather, he had ended up bawling over a sad romcom that he remembered watching, and Aonung, the moron, stayed for who knew how long, comforting Neteyam.
or Neteyam thought he was rejected and suffered.
alternatively; D-5 Aonunete Week 2026: Unrequited Love, Hanahaki Disease, Sharing Clothes
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- Part 5 of aonunete week 2026 yuutsunaoi’s edition
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10 Jul 2026
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Fading heartbeat by teyamsoul
Fandoms: Avatar (Movies - Cameron), James Cameron's Avatar - All Media Types
04 May 2026
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After the war, Neteyam lies in a coma, fighting for his life. Desperate to see him, Aonung leaves Awa'atlu and stays by his side, waiting for him to wake up.
#AonuneteWeek26 / Day 6: [First Kiss]
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10 Jul 2026
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Aonung and Neteyam never got along. They hated each other’s guts, or at least that’s what all of their friends were under the impression of. But under the facade the two share a “casual” sensual relationship, tangled in sheets together between hours of rough kisses and long lasting touches. In the end Neteyam’s feelings for Aonung become too obvious, and now exposed to the other, Aonung has to make a decision for their future.
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10 Jul 2026
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Neteyam and Ao’nung have been fighting more often.
With graduation approaching Neteyam realizes that he and Ao’nung may have different ideas for the future, but despite breaking up, there is no escaping the want to be together.Bookmarked by randomcj
09 Jul 2026
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three-body problem by sullysneverlisten
Fandoms: Avatar (Movies - Cameron), James Cameron's Avatar - All Media Types
17 Jun 2026
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Neytiri rocks Lo’ak back and forth and wails and wails and wails to the stars and Kiri weeps into his braids and Tsireya sobs and pants and smears her hands with blood trying to hold his jaw to his face like that will undo everything.
Jake’s knees buckle. He sinks into red, red sand.
No. No—
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So they bury Lo’ak, and life goes on.
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09 Jul 2026
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The Heart Has Already Chosen by PearlCherry
Fandoms: Avatar (Movies - Cameron), James Cameron's Avatar - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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Determined to win Neteyam's heart, Aonung begins courting him through Metkayina traditions—offering gifts, songs, painted markings, and countless small acts of devotion. Unfortunately, Neteyam has absolutely no idea he is being courted.
Or Neteyam survives, and together with Aonung they learn the true value of love and home.
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09 Jul 2026