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"Maybe Donna didn’t have to feel worried sick over these unnatural feelings. Moreover, if Lola could’ve felt the same, maybe she would’ve accepted them with open arms."
- Lola happens to say the wrong thing at a sleepover, and Donna can't seem to face her emotions.
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"Ricky stifled a laugh, causing Ben to have to tighten his grip on his chin. 'Quit moving, dork,' he demanded, his tone sweet nonetheless, switching to Ricky’s right eye, 'I don’t want to mess it up more.'
'I just think you should come a little bit closer.' Ricky scooted towards him, ignoring what had just been said, bumping their knees together—incidentally making Ben twitch out of focus too quickly. An out of place splotch of blue eyeshadow came from the flinch of his hand."
- After Donna asks Ben about getting rid of some unused makeup that’s been cluttered in her room, Ben gives it a shot at using it—not on himself, but rather, on Ricky.
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“While he was excited to be able to go out for once, there was one minor issue eating away at him: he had no fucking clue how to skate.”
- After being invited along with Ricky for a slightly unintentional double date by Skeeter and Emily to go to a roller rink, Ben avoids the fact he’s going to embarrass himself by not knowing jackshit about skating. He ends up in a better situation than he thought when Ricky takes it upon himself to teach Ben how to skate, but Skeeter notices a little too much.
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“Ricky shook his head, almost frantically, pushing off the wall and straightening himself up. ‘Brookie, I don’t—’ He stepped backwards instinctively, but Ben brought the jacket in his direction, his offer firm. ‘I meant what I said about you getting hypothermia,’ he insisted, ‘just take it and give it back to me tonight.’”
- Ben worries about Ricky getting cold when he’s not at Ben’s house, and takes matters into his own hands.
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“She had never taken those pictures down, nor ever planned on it. Someone had been there, gone through what had been her own private life, an escape from the words of those who misjudged her. Somehow, the past few years had felt like her entire life was on display—as a tragedy.”
- After her return from the mental hospital, Skeeter notices a change in her room. Even when she needs to remember her most, her memory of Emily doesn’t last.
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you can hold my hand (if no ones home) by cocogoat72
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
11 Jun 2026
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ben wishes he could love ricky out loud, outside of his bedroom's walls
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13 Jun 2026
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Ben had been facing the same struggle his whole entire life; he couldn’t find someone to marry before being crowned king.
Now he was nearly 18, and time was running out. Just as he starts to lose hope, he runs into commoner from a well known gang of thieves,
and he can’t stand him.
Bookmarked by raedius
07 Jun 2026
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A quiet conversation between Wilkins and Ricky.
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03 Jun 2026
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Just a bunch of Mr. Wilkins information about his character, because I think he’s neat.
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24 May 2026
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take my hand, take my whole life too by emems
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
10 May 2026
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“And I’m tired of trying to figure you out! I’m tired of being so naively helpful to you, it’s not my job to fix you!” Those words were etched in Ben’s thoughts like the permanent engravings on a tombstone.
At the time, it felt like a punch in the gut. He didn’t mean to be so adjourned off. He didn’t want to be this way, but something was stopping him from truly being open. It was an inconspicuous blockade he couldn’t take down, and it wasn’t in his control.
— A modern AU variation of Ben’s realization that he’s in love with Ricky after fighting with him.
Bookmarked by raedius
10 May 2026