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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    -in this ficlet, you overblot and the darkness takes control of your once innocent heart.
    Nothing can stop this from happening, not even the love you have for your friends in Twisted Wonderland.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    Much to Rocky's concern, Grace begins to act differently. He no longer wants to leave his house or even teach. He stops eating. He pushes Rocky away.

    Rocky falls apart while trying to put his friend back together, requiring Adrian to help him pick up the pieces of both himself and Grace

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    Inspired by ryland-and-rocky (Tumblr) post

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    When it came down to it, he would always be too scared to die. He would just trudge on through life as miserable as ever and wishing with everything that some higher power would take him out in a vague, nebulous way that didn't require a hand on his part and also wasn't the looming inevitability of a suicide mission.

    So yes, he was a coward.

    A coward who has run out of antidepressants.

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Ryland Grace is Dying.

    It's not like he consciously knows that he's dying at first. It's slow, gradual in the same way a glacier moves. Depression comes for him like a reaper in the night. Touch-starvation lurks just below his skin, threatening to strangle him. Little by little until it's all piled up and there's no escape.

    Simon is Dying.

    He knows this. He remembers the blood filling the SM-13. He remembers yelling and screaming as he drowned. He remembers doing everything to save that goddamn black box. But now he's no longer dying. At least not physically, psychologically is a completely different story.

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    09 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Simon dies, leaving Grace to deal with the effects on his own. Needless to say, Grace does not handle it well.

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