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And I Will Drown Myself In Your Rain Once More by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: Hearts2Hearts (Band)
04 Jun 2026
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Even when the world is already dead silent and closed its eye for a while, Carmen hasn't fallen asleep just yet. She stole glances at the roof of her room and to the mirror exposing the beautiful sky outside, although, she's not sure what she really wants to see. She wants to drown herself on a sea with no end until her body finally gives in, but she's not quite determined for it. There's still things left unsaid and undone by her, and by then, she'll finally be at peace, forever. Maybe, Carmen should've already talked about this with someone. Even if she needs to be strong, for the sake for those who rely on her.
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The Day I Loved You Dearly and Lost You Unwillingly by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki doesn't like this place. He hates being here. People often say that just being able to breathe is a blessing itself; well surprise surprise! That's not even relatable in the slightest for Yoshiki. The suffocating crowd, the everlasting shame about him being a loner, and the unrequited love that seems hopeless. And what's worse than seeing the love his life being replaced by something else he doesn't even know what?
Or, Yoshiki trying to cope with the fact that Hikaru isn't there anymore.
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The street is quiet, almost unnervingly so. It's the kind of silence that settles deep into your bones, the kind that stretches on forever. It's late, too late for most to be out, and the holidays only make it worse. Chan can feel the emptiness in the air, an echo of the times he used to have with the hyungs—when everything was just a little brighter, when they filled up the space around him without trying.But now, they’re gone. Not physically—no, they’re still there, in the practice rooms, on stage, just out of reach. They’ve been gone emotionally for so long that Chan doesn’t even know what he’s missing anymore. He thought he'd learned to live with it, to be alone without feeling so... lonely. But then they came back.
One fateful confession ,a loud shutter from a camera—too many feelings, all tangled up—and suddenly, the walls Chan built to protect himself come crashing down.
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The seventeen hyungs realise subtle doesn’t work with Chan and confess at the worse possible moment (!chaos ensues! )
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Dino is sad. that's the story.
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Jeonghan finds seungcheol's old music diary......He just didn't expect to find a note in there.
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- Part 66 of 1+1+1=1?
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The thing about breaking is that it's never just one moment. It's alarm clocks and protein bars and dance steps you can't quite land. It's blood between fingers and the cold weight of a roof at midnight. It's twelve pairs of hands that won't let you fall, even when you're not sure you deserve the catch.
Chan learns the difference between breaking and breaking open.
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- Part 4 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae