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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane wasn't sure about a threesome with Marleau until he realized he could watch the love of his life fall apart in his hands.

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    Marleau fucks Ilya [again], and Shane watches.

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    11 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 77

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    Shane's voice cracked, another set of tears threatening to start forming behind his eyes, and Ilya swallowed. He hated that Shane was beating himself for this. Brushing his fingers over Shane’s temple, he said: “No one is perfect on their first try. You will learn how to do it, you–”

    Shane shook his head. “No, Ilya, I– Can you fuck me?”

    Or: Shane and Ilya have been best friends for six years, and when Shane needs to figure out something about himself, the phrase 'a friend in need is a friend indeed' becomes more real than ever.

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    11 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “I was trying to be cool about it.” The confession is a quiet whine, muffled into Shane's palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”

    It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”

    There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.

    His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.

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    07 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya Rozanov’s soul bond opened after his mother’s death. A distant warm presence, reading his emotions and sending comfort and support. He hates sharing his head.

    Shane Hollander is desperate for his soul bond to open, but is left waiting. In the meantime, he sends his love and care to the person on the other end of his soul bond, even when he can’t make sense of the emotions pouring in.

    A soulmate AU where you can connect with your soulmate only after they experience a significant injury or trauma.

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    31 May 2026

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