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Caesura 𝄓 a brief, silent pause, during which metrical time is not counted.
In a river of harmonious lines, you are the sole counterpoint. You are not part of the melody or the harmony; you are something else entirely.You are the silence that swallows up the music altogether.
or; an ivan character study in music terms.
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"for narnia!" and other such famous last words by paralogistical for atrophiedemotion
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Jan 2026
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“So, remind me why I’m here again?” Sua grumbles.
“Because you’re the best cousin in the world, obviously,” Ivan singsongs, far too giddy at the prospect of checking off this particular item on his bucket list. It had taken the better part of the last month and a rather hefty bribe to convince her to do this for him, but it was going to be so worth the cost.
What was “this,” one might ask? Well… Ivan was planning on popping out of one of the closets in IKEA whilst shouting “For Narnia!” and he needed someone to record it for him.
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The touches at Ivan’s waist become more blatant; he’s openly feeling him up now, hand curved around the small of Ivan’s back. During one of those times he leans up to murmur into Ivan’s ear, “All that talk about my waist being ‘deliciously grabbable,’ but you’re not so bad yourself.”
Ivan makes a— noise, from the back of his throat. Till wonders what it would take to pull more of those noises out of him. He resolutely ignores how his own face grows warm at the sound.
or; till gains the upper hand for once.
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catching you; throw smiles in my face by paralogistical for _fengmei
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Nov 2025
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Ivan pulls up to the school on a fucking motorcycle. Till is going to kill him.
He’s the weird emo loner at school, occasionally gets picked on, and constantly daydreaming in class because there’s a new song floating through his head. He’s trying to start his own band, but, well, there weren’t many people interested in this to begin with, let alone passionate enough to actually do something about it.
And then he met Ivan.
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- Part 8 of alnst drabbles
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Ivan is a terrible seatmate, no matter what anyone else says. Till refuses to believe that this girl is capable of being a decent, respectable stand partner when this is the third time she’s “accidentally” poked Till with her bow. And they're not even actual stand partners!
“What,” Till hisses under her breath. Ivan just smiles that terrible, good-for-nothing, cute shit-eating grin at her.
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- Part 6 of alnst drabbles
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swerving on the 405 by stargazernavalia (paralogistical)
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 May 2024
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drabbles i've written for ALNST, some of which have been posted on twitter and collected here for easy viewing
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short drabbles for jiaozi’s nezha movies!
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Till finds himself staying over at Ivan's during a strong snowfall. Domestic shenanigans ensue.
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14 Jun 2026
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After sitting hunched over his tablet working on commissions for hours, Till's back feels like it's been through a meat grinder. What a good thing he has his caring, doting boyfriend.
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14 Jun 2026
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quiet my fears (and silence me in your gaze) by houkagochemistry
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
07 Apr 2024
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It doesn’t sound too bad. Till has no more distractions in his range and can take the time he needs to cool off in his dressing room. Feels like a reward, almost.
He makes sure he’s secured his guitar inside the case he’d left backstage as he opens the door, waving at his bandmates before he can focus on the fact he’s greeted inside by a round of applause.
“Congrats on the wrap up!”
Till stares forth incapable of a different reaction as the door locks at his back.
“Why in the world are you still here?”
“Why would I not?”It doesn’t sound like it, it's actually bad.
In which Till re-evaluates the worth of others' stares and loosens the close on his heart only for it to fall into a deeper grip.
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11 Jun 2026
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Ivan is insufferable. In all honesty, Ivan doesn't really tease him when he's with his teammates. He's more of an observer, a bystander, not intervening one way or another.
With Till, though, Ivan is bratty, desperate for his attention in any form. If he was anyone else, Till might even think it's cute, but this is Ivan and Ivan is most definitely not cute. Sure he may be handsome, built, charming, but he's Till's sworn enemy. They could never even be friends so there's no way Till could ever possibly think Ivan was cute.
Till doesn't hate Ivan because he's mean to him. Sure, Ivan is annoying, he steals Till's shit only to give it back the next day, he teases Till, but not in the same way the other assholes do. He does it almost like it's some inside joke just between the two of them, well, more like it's a joke only Ivan is in on because Till isn't laughing nor does he understand any of it.
He wants to though, deep down and maybe today he finally can.
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- Part 3 of tiiv week 2026!
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11 Jun 2026
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He kneels on the cold bathroom floor and lets his love overflow him until he can’t breathe. His whole body is aching today, but that’s natural, it’s what the temperature drop does to him.
He chokes on his love and it spills red, but that’s natural, this is the only way Ivan could ever love.
(Red camellias, Luka would say, wearing a lazy smile with no teeth, the type that doesn’t reach his eyes. Symbol of faithfulness and longevity. Ironic, isn’t it?)
there is no softness to be found within ivan; of course his love would kill him.
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08 Jun 2026