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    Fenris remakes himself. A story about identity, waiting, and longing.

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    12 Nov 2021

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    fenris learning to read and in love with hawke

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    “There are two people I can think of who might know anything,” Lavellan said. “Experts - on the Fade, on the history of elvhenan. Unfortunately,” a grimace, “one of them has vanished, and if all the resources of the Inquisition can’t find him, I doubt you can.”

    “And the other?” Fenris demanded.

    “Something from my own history, for once. Not an Inquisition thing. There is - a criminal,” said Lavellan. “Exiled from the clans. She was the blood mage who murdered Clan Sabrae and its Keeper. Last I heard she was living in Kirkwall. A very dangerous woman - possibly insane, actually - but I met her once at Arlathven, and if anyone could help you -”

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    Hawke was left in the Fade. Fenris goes looking for him. He doesn't go alone.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    fenris goes after hawke in the fade with merril and varric. VERY good characterization and angst

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    Hitch·hike (verb): to get a ride in a passing vehicle by holding out your arm with your thumb up as you stand on the side of the road. Or how Joseph Liebgott met David Webster.

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    14 Jul 2024

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  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    The soulmate bond lights up the first time when your soulmate makes you laugh. For Carwood, that's watching Ron sprint across no man's land for Foy. For Ron, it takes a bit more time, but it's worth the wait.

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    09 Jul 2024

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    speirslip laughter soulmates in canon-era germany

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    Beedle meets an enigmatic traveler who is as beautiful as he is dangerous. And, apparently, this stranger has an interest in Beedle's life, which Beedle is terribly unprepared for.

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    21 May 2024

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    Link as imposing weird fae beedle as thoughtful praying to hylia