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    Uh oh! The new human in town doesn’t seem to like Ryland all that much. How are the Eridians supposed to make them get along?

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    Simon doesn’t trust Grace. Grace doesn’t trust himself. Grace needs a hug. Simon needs a nap. Rocky and Adrian don’t know how the hell these humans managed to survive to adulthood.

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    05 Jul 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Grace is tasked with documenting Simon's mutations in order to better help the Eridian medical team care for him. Normally he would be thrilled by the prospect of getting to research something new, but it doesn't take long for him to realize that there's a very big problem with this.

    Namely, the fact that he might be a little too interested in Simon's mutations.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Eridians have recreated more of Earth than Grace could have imagined. Waves, trees, flowers — Grace is grateful for all of it. Simon feels the same, even if he doesn’t say as much. Grace can tell from how curious Simon has become.

    Answering his questions about plant life was a breakthrough for their relationship. So, as long as Simon wants to know something, Grace is willing to teach him about it. It's just that giving a lesson on this particular flower isn't quite like what Grace is used to teaching about. After all, it's not like he'd have ever brought up marijuana in the classroom.

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    05 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SO PEAK

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    “You were asleep. You had a night terror. I can't blame you.”

    Simon watches the blood drip from Grace's nose. He knows exactly what that blood tastes like.

    “I hurt you,” Simon says, like Grace is slow. They both know that Simon is the stupid one of the two, even though Grace is too nice to admit it.

    Grace shrugs. Like it's no big deal that Simon woke him with a punch to the face.

    “Sometimes you get hurt.”

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    Or: Simon has a night terror and hurts Grace.

    Companion piece for Remembering the Night

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    05 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 67

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    "Hmm…" Hirose places a hand beneath his chin as though he's deep in thought. So cute, so cute, so cute! "I have an idea! Just follow my lead."

    "Really? Oka—" Nakamura loses his train of thought when Hirose takes his hand, entwines their fingers, and pulls him into the crowd. Huh? Huh?

    Or, four times Hirose holds Nakamura's hand, and one time Nakamura holds Hirose's hand.

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    20 Jun 2026