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"We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.
Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.
Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.
Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.
His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.
"NO!" Pomni screams.
(or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)
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At the end of the world, Zooble makes a promise to Jax.
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Jax refuses help when he falls sick. Ragatha refuses help when she needs to rest.
One worsens, the other spirals- making the thin, corruptible line between helping and hurting start to blur.
And in a place where the system doesn’t work quite right, even love can become a bug.
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26 May 2026
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hurt the first time, hurt the last time by kookiepatrol
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
01 Apr 2026
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It’s been a long time since she’s had a normal conversation, since she’s been able to speak with someone without having to dig beneath the surface for meaning, since she’s understood a joke.
She knows how hard it is, went through it 3 years ago, poor bunny just needs someone to lean on.
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26 May 2026
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Don't Get Used To It by Oingo Boingo (BungoBungo)
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
31 May 2026
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The corner of his mouth moved.
He shut it down so fast his jaw clicked.
Ragatha saw it anyway.
"You liked it." She laughed harder.
Jax grabbed the nearest pillow and pushed it toward her face. "Suffocate."
Or: What if after the Spudsy's adventure, Jax's car was actually a manual? And what if he didn't know how to drive manual? And what if that lead to him learning he liked to be patted?? It makes perfect sense i swear!
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11 May 2026
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one click away (from something real or fake) by cowboylikeaddi
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
01 Jun 2026
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ragatha and jax both have big platforms for two very different things, for two very different groups of people.
but you know what the internet (and love) say about opposites.
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What’s a little blizzard got on him, anyway? Jax has been drowned, shot, tortured, suffocated, and also literally tossed out of the back of a moving vehicle following a freaky science experiment gone wrong. He will be completely fine.
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After the gang escape the circus, C&A deposits their waking bodies randomly around the city in an attempt to flee legal responsibility. Jax is the last to be found, and in terrible shape.
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They got out without him.
He had made peace with being left behind, being deleted just like the rest of the Circus.
But now, he's in the human world in a body that's not his, trying to learn how to exist in a universe that was not designed for him to even survive in.
Caine comes to realize that's he's not as alone as he once thought
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30 Apr 2026
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The eyes are everywhere.
They hover in the shadows as Jax passes, spawn from random points on the walls, blink up at him from the bowl of soup Ragatha hands him at dinner. He catches one staring from his peripheral vision, sees it pulse green and pink and yellow–colors so vivid his head aches long after he averts his gaze.
No one else reacts to their sudden appearance, which is weird, sure–but so was everything else in the circus. Maybe this was just one of those things it was easier not to think about, like the fact that he looked more animal than human these days, or that at any moment one of the cast could mutate into a hideous monster and beat Jax within an inch of his digital life. Again.
Whatever. Jax can work with that. He’s great at not thinking about things.
What if Jax’s whole 'addressing the audience' bit had a little more truth to it than he lets on? Pre-canon.
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- Part 1 of Spectator Mode Enabled (AU)
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23 Apr 2026
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Begins mid episode 8: Unable to watch his friends get tortured anymore, Jax puts himself between the Ringmaster and them, subjecting himself to the attention of a spiraling Caine who doesn't understand his feelings towards Jax. Jax, struggling to balance the different personas of Caine's Placator and The Funny Guy, starts to use Caine is return. There's a happy ending this time guys, I swear.
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Jax stares at the white screen. To think it gave them hope just moments before. To think he-
He stares at the table, the buttons in his peripheral. His head is buzzing, he wants to laugh, he wants to cry, he wants to get out of here.
It’s horribly, horribly quiet.
“I really thought…” Gangle whimpers.
He can feel eyes burning into his back. He doesn’t want to do this right now. Not again.
Not that anyone cares what he wants.
Zooble’s voice bounces into his ear. “What the [BOINK!] was that, Jax?” they seethe.
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Ragatha confronts Jax in the immediate aftermath of the Escape the Circus adventure.
It doesn’t go well.
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- Part 4 of Bunnydoll One Shots
- Part 2 of The Space Between Us
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14 Apr 2026
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The Fox-Glove Fair (tadc horror au) by rennnm
Fandom The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
08 Jun 2026
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an intro post to this au can be found on my Tumblr:
https://www.tumblr.com/rennm/799147423399313408/the-fox-glove-fair?source=share
But basically, Caine gets sick of Zooble's shit one day and starts torturing them and the other cast members.
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10 Apr 2026
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Sing a Song of Forgetting by booola
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
06 Apr 2026
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Avery is going to kill himself tonight. That’s what he tells himself, at least, when he writes the letter for his family to find, when he leaves his phone and keys on the counter of his shitty apartment and walks out to the bridge that overlooks the river, when he stands motionless on the edge, right beyond the guardrail, and doesn’t jump.
Or: months after Avery loses him, Derek comes back from the dead.
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It's all their fault for how things ended up. Every action they've made since getting stuck in this place, stuck with their body- there's nobody else to blame but themselves.
They couldn't just suck it up. Be nice, kindly and agreeable, to their overlord? Their prison warden?
In a rare moment of quiet, Zooble finds Jax.
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Cat's out the bag. Or is it that the rabbit's peeled from the yolk? ...Something like that.
Jax spirals.
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"His skin is crawling. He grabs his arm like a lifeline, gripping an overall strap to know it’s still there, hasn’t been peeled off and he’s not naked and he’s not there because none of this is real—
Except it is.
Jax chokes in a breath. He tries not to be so painfully self-conscious of how he’s shaking."
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23 Mar 2026
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“It's… he pulled them,” Jax blurts.
Pomni blinks up at him, uncomprehending.
“Your… ears?”
Jax nods, swallowing back the bile building in his throat.
“Pulling them hurts?” Pomni guesses.
“You… he pulled them until I–” he sucks in a breath, letting it out in a shaky exhale. “I'm not… It's like a costume, Pomni. He tore it off.”
Jax grapples with the aftermath of the torment nexus.
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- Part 1 of Insides and Insights (canon fix-it)
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22 Mar 2026
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“I don’t tend to doubt my feelings or decisions, it’s difficult for me to admit my mistakes and unbearable to show vulnerability, but the time has come to do the right thing and proceed with all of the above at once."
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In which before parting in the forest, Dazai gives Akutagawa a letter, asking him to read it alone. What confessions are hidden in the envelope?
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19 Mar 2026
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gay people
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16 Mar 2026
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A winter’s ball takes a turn when Dazai shows up with an unexpected plus one
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The agency is invited to a mafia-hosted ball, and Dazai can’t resist the opportunity to be a menace (and perhaps get himself engaged)
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14 Mar 2026