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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    When Bear begins dating Nikki, Sarah becomes infatuated with their every move. She never thought for a second Bear loved her, but she damn well had been starting to love him. And Nikki wouldn't betray her like that.
    Maybe she would, like when she claimed all the poetry she'd written in high school about blood, and biting, and love being a desperate battle to enter into another's soul were Sarah's idea. So people would forget about Freaky Nikki and remember the cool, preppy, real Nikki.
    Sometimes when Nikki's pupils leave Bear's body for half a second and meet Sarah's, they shudder, become brown instead of black. Yet they stay dilated, Sarah notices, and she remembers Nikki's old guilty puppy-dog glances from behind her new friends, like she was manipulated into betrayal by an unspoken social force.
    She thinks maybe, if Nikki confessed she'd always dreamt of Sarah holding a knife to her throat, it would be her saying it. Not it. Her.

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    Be quiet. You don’t want to wake her, do you? You don’t want to wake him either because you cause such a ruckus, Nikki, you really do.

    Inside the body of Nikki Freeman are two inhabitants fighting for control.

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    07 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    I'm his everything.

    You're the not enough. Never was. [Freaky Nikki.] A freaky fuck. Never the girlfriend, always the slut. He loves me—me. Never you.

    You'll never be you again.

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    07 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    She lets herself miss four things a day.

    Today it’s the swish of denim as she’d walk back and forth on her way to class, the way it made her feel invincible. It used to be so pleasing to scratch her fingernails on the tiny grooves in the fabric. There’s nothing to feel on her red dress. Nothing but unforgiving wool.
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    The world of Gilead, through Alma’s eyes.

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    04 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    To It, Dick Hallorann is a light that cannot be forgotten. The world-devourer cannot let go: It marked Dick back in Derry, turning his Shining into an open door for itself. Hallorann may run all the way to the Overlook, but Pennywise is already in his mind. It is too jealous to share its prey with the Hotel, and It will never leave Dick in peace

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    17 May 2026