nowhere_blake



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  2. Summary

    Supernatural codas. Short and sweet. (And by that I mean very angsty and sometimes overly long.) Wincest all the way. Not necessarily connected, but mostly canon-compliant and established relationship. (Is the title of this series an MCR reference? Possibly. Certainly a warning about how pretentious my titles are.) Enjoy. Talk to me?

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    Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him.
    Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    25 May 2026

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    They meet when they're just teenagers. They start fucking not too much longer after that. They also don't really allow themselves to get to know each other until much, much later.

    (In which your soulmate will one day say something that proves they understand you. Shane and Ilya don't exactly make a habit of talking.)

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    27 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 78

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    God discounted the AU Winchesters, but Sam realizes he shouldn't have. Because they would never kill each other. Not this Samuel and this Other Dean. Like the Sam and Dean of this world, they’re too deeply intertwined. They love each other too much, in all the ways they should and some they should never.

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    12 Feb 2026