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    Robby frowned and looked at Jack. "Is it me or are you now off Monday through Thursday?"

    "Yeah, I figure we can drive out Tuesday morning and come back in time for my shift Friday night."

    Robby's eyebrows rose in surprise. "Did someone invite you to the cabin I rented?" Jack tilted his head and just looked at Robby, silent and expectant. After a long moment, Robby huffed a resigned laugh, like he wondered why he even bothered protesting. "Jack, would you like to come hiking with me?"

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "If you really want to know, the hot new thing is an app called findr. It's for bougie professionals who like to pretend they're elevated while slobbering all over each other, so entirely your speed."

    At that, Robby lost his war with self-control and did flip her off.

    Ellis actually laughed. "The vision," she repeated, dark eyes dancing. "findr," she said again, like he might have forgotten. "Go fuck away the raincloud, Robby. For everybody's sake, but mostly mine," she drawled as she sauntered away.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    A figure down by central fifteen catches his attention, the sight causing an immediate visceral reaction. His heart rate spikes, and his hand clenches at his side.

    "What the fuck is he doing here?"

    Dana follows Robby's gaze across the open plan area to where Jack Abbot is talking to Collins.

    Dana lets out an exhausted sigh.

    Robby fucking hates the man.

    Luckily, the sentiment is returned, and Jack Abbot can't stand him either.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    "So hot," the other woman agreed, shooting a quick glance out at Jack. "Those arms. Have mercy."

    Robby hid a smile. Jack was gonna love hearing about this.

    Her friend made an agreeing sort of noise. "Yeah, but I'm gonna be so real with you: the leg kinda freaks me out."

    And Robby froze, a ripple of offense sweeping him.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    The second that the notification went off, damning and intimately familiar, Jack's head snapped over and Robby, wide-eyed, flushed a deep shade of red as he fumbled with his phone to turn the sound off. Surely he'd misheard. There was no one else around to corroborate, otherwise Jack might've turned to them with a questioning look, a, did you hear that too?

    The blush on Robby's face was telling enough, muttered apologies falling from his lips as he tucked his phone away again, steadfastly refusing to meet Jack's eyes.

    A lot of things crossed his mind at once. Chief among them was the dawning realization that Robby's once-upon-a-time hookup with some guy in college wasn't, apparently, a drunken mistake. And behind it, something darker — jealousy.

    --

    robby's phone pings with a grindr notification, and jack's normal about it.

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    21 Jun 2026

  6. Rec 63

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    All Jack knew was he didn't breathe from deep in his chest again until Robby picked up his stethoscope from where it hung on the railing and put it back around his neck.

    Robby decides to get therapy. Jack decides to be a little too obvious about his feelings. That turns out okay, because Robby shares them.

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    19 Jun 2026

  7. Rec 13

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    Robby looked up at him, eyes landing on Abbot’s face for the first time. “Abbot… do you think there are any sins too big for God to forgive?”

    Swallowing, Abbot answered carefully. “Not if you earnestly believe in Christ.”

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    Jack Abbot is a monk and the only survivor of his plague-swept monastery. He’s white-knuckling his last scrap of faith in God and on the verge of ending his life when an injured knight appears on horseback.

    Sir Michael Robinavitch is a knight grieving the loss of his squire, tortured with guilt over all the people he’s killed, and afraid of dying unforgiven.

    Abbot tends to Robby and hears his confession. But will Robby’s sins finally push him over the edge—or pull him back into safety?

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    Set in 1300s France, this is a story about how to remake society when all the rules are thrown out, how to balance the person you want to be with the person you are, and all the types of Hell that exist.

    There’s also a horse named Huckleberry and a fox named Trinity.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Six weeks after finally stumbling into a relationship thirty years in the making, Jack and Robby are still figuring out what domesticity actually looks like for them.

    Domesticity currently includes a deeply antisocial, orange senior cat with anger management problems.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "Why would you need to be on PrEP?" Robby asked slowly, suddenly feeling like he was floating outside his body, watching this scene from a distance.

    Jack looked at him obviously. "'Cause I'm planning on getting railed and it's the responsible thing to do," he said, like this should be no surprise at all rather than Jack coming out to him. At Robby's silence, Jack narrowed his eyes. "Got a problem with that?"

    Robby blinked, slamming back into his body, aware of his elevated heart rate, the sweat prickling along his lower back and at the backs of his knees, making his dress slacks clammy. "Nope," he said, because he didn't. He didn't.

    He just...hadn't known, that was all.

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    15 Jun 2026

  10. Rec 64

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    Robby is usually very unbothered by the audio he has to mix and edit for PittLit, an audio erotica app for women. That is, until he listens to a new recording. This actor is older, his voice gruff and sexy. It sends Robby into a heated tailspin.

    He certainly wasn't expecting to hear that same voice in a Staples a few days later...

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “You were having sex once or twice a month, new person every time,” Robby says, “and you’re telling me none of them made you come?”

    “I didn’t say that—”

    “Obviously none of them were good enough to go back for a second time,” Robby says. “Were they just using you to dump a load?” His voice is hard.

    Jack opens and closes his mouth. “If we got that far. Some of them backpedaled once they saw what I was working with. It’s not in my bio, you know. Wasn’t.”

    Robby growls and goes back in. "Fucking assholes,” he says. “I’m going to spend every day from now on showing you what you should’ve been getting. What you deserved all that time."

     

    aka, trans jack gets good sex for the first time in his life

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    04 May 2026

  12. Rec 68

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    “Want you to treat me like I’m a—like, feminine,” Jack says, his ears burning immediately.

    “Like a pretty girl?” Robby asks, picking up on it. “A princess?”

    “I’m still me,” Jack says, lame and unhelpful, but he’s struggling here. “Just…with different parts. Words. You know.” 

    The corner of Robby’s mouth quirks up. “You wanna be my princess?”

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    03 May 2026

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    “If he had learned anything about Robby, it was that he was like a prey animal—you can’t chase him down, he’ll just run away.“

    Jack knows exactly what Robby needs.

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    02 May 2026

  14. Rec 80

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    "First massage?”

    “Not in a while,” Jack says. “Had some bad experiences with others. People who didn’t know what they were doing with this.” He pulls the sheet aside enough to show Robby his stump, watching closely. Robby doesn’t flinch, doesn’t balk, just glances and nods. 

    “I’m very sorry to hear that.” Robby folds his hands in his lap, manspreading over the stool he’s sitting on. Jack can’t help staring at the broad line of his shoulders, at the soft way Robby is looking at him, at the way the light hits his face.

    He’s handsome. Very, very handsome. Jack’s trying not to stare.

    Robby adds, “If it’s alright, could you tell me a few things that other masseurs have done wrong, so that I explicitly know what to avoid doing?”

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    robby is a golden retriever masseur, and jack is his skeptical client who quickly falls in love with him.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    "Why didn't you tell me about this?" Jack says.

    Robby winds around himself, almost too mortified to speak. He forces out, "You were so happy with the arrangement that I just thought it was... out of the cards."

    Jack looks at him plainly. "I'm not happy. My husband is withdrawing from me. The guy I'm married to didn't seem to want me in bed with him. I thought something was really wrong, man."

    "Fuck. I'm sorry." He scrapes a hand over his eyes.

    Jack takes his head in his hands, forcing their eyes to meet; with great importance, he tells him, "I love you. You deserve to feel good."

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    Michael Robinavitch discovers that he's a bottom at 54 years old.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    A case study of:
    What exactly happens, when a 54-year-old Chief ER Attending realizes he might be into men. Or- precisely: One man.
    What if he panics about it for several weeks just to discover he seems to have a praise kink on top of everything else?

    Spoiler: Jack Abbot happens.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    "When Jack interrupted, he spoke low and slow and with a force that he knew Robby would recognize. “Go to my house. Go to sleep. If you try to leave town on that bike I swear I will fucking 302 you and you will be held in this ED, in front of everyone, until a bed opens up upstairs. Text me when you’re there and every hour until you go to sleep. Wear your fucking helmet.”

    Jack tries not to show his relief as he saw Robby settle. He saw the wildness retreat. He didn’t look happy - had he ever seen Robby happy? - but he was going to do as he was told. A ridiculous twinge of pride in his chest; he could still make Robby obey."

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    Jack Abbott is not going to let Robby kill himself, even if he has to fuck him into agreeing.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “Say you got married,” Robby found himself asking. “Would you wear your dress blues? Or civilian clothes?”

    It had only been an idle thought, no different than any number of easy, directionless musings of the sort that often came over the two of them on mornings like this one, when no one had a shift to go to for at least thirty-six hours. Robby didn’t mean anything by it. But he regretted the words the instant they left his mouth, even before he saw the incredulous grin slide over Jack’s face.

    “Say I got married?”

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Jack follows Robby home after Pitt Fest. Robby's got a hankering for a new tattoo.

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    19 Jan 2026

  20. Rec 51

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    A challenge set by the author, for the author, to break out of writer's block. Fics are rough and barely edited, not beta'd, and are meant to be more of a creative exercise than a showcase of literary prowess. But the love of Springsteen is real and serious. Each individual fic is based on lyrics and/or vibes from a specific song, and may be expanded on in the future.

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    04 Jan 2026

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