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  1. Rec 9

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    “Stop calling me Gun!”

    The words came out harsher than he planned, snapping through the space that make even him pause for a second. He pressed his lips together immediately after, as if trying to pull them back but it was too late. The damage was done, and worse, a part of him didn’t even regret it.

    Solar turned his gaze toward Yotha, irritation still burning beneath his skin, and held it there. “And you,” he added, voice low but firm, “I don’t like your attitude. It’s disrespectful.”

    He pushed the tie back against Yotha’s chest— not hard, but enough to make the point, and walked past him without waiting for a response.

    Or,

    Solar woke up in a body that wasn’t his, as Gun, who was trapped in a life tangled with a man he didn’t understand. A man who looked almost exactly like the one Solar trusted most, the one he considered his safe place—his Pobmek.

    But that was where the similarity ended because this man was nothing like Pobmek. And for reasons Solar couldn’t explain, everything about Yotha grated on his nerves.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    IF I COULD, I'D TATTOO THIS ON MY BODY

  2. Rec *

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    The truth was that Palm was addicted... to Nueng the way he is when he’s in his arms. How he melted under his touch so easily. Once he saw that, once he felt that, it was as if something switched inside him. He still couldn’t get why only his touch had such effect and it was driving him insane. Nueng was so responsive to him. That content, glossy, satisfied look in his eyes each time Palm's hands or lips were on him, the way he moved and sounded under his touch... he couldn’t explain why, but there was nothing that made him more turned on than this. So for him what Nueng just offered was like taking 70% of his pleasure away.

     

    For Palm not being able to take care of Nueng is the worst torture. For Nueng not being touched by Palm is the worst torture. They still fuck up somehow while solving 1+1.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Help, I'm in love

  3. Rec 61

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    When Fadel's past love returns from the dead, he must choose between the man who saved him and the one who never let go

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    16 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    Peach comes home late, tired and stubborn. Thee is waiting and already unimpressed.

    What follows is Peach being loved so thoroughly he doesn’t stand a chance.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    SO SWEET IT MAKES MY HEART ACHE

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    In stillness, he found what the noise had taken.
    Every silence carried a memory. Every breath, a promise to keep moving.
    After waking from coma, Ahn Suho learned to walk again — and to live again — beneath the quiet vigilance of Yeon Sieun. Around him, laughter from friends filled the room, but beneath their warmth lingered guilt and unspoken worry. Suho hid his pain behind easy smiles, unwilling to let Sieun carried more than he already did.
    Days passed in the rhythm of healing.
    Then one night, under the pale hospital lights, Suho met Seongje face-to-face. The boy behind Sieun’s stories wasn't what Suho expected — sharp-smiled, mocking, almost amused by Suho’s calm. Their first conversation was a test of distance, both of them circling the other like reflections on water: unsteady, curious, dangerous to touch.
    Cigarette smoke curled between them, mixing with words that almost sound like confessions. Suho listened quietly, realizing that behind Seongje’s arrogance lied a loneliness not so different from his own.

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    Suho chose Ganghak instead of Eunjang

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    12 Oct 2025

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    Continue reading from chapter 16