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AU: The Winning Hand by Nora Roberts
Buck is a down on his luck kindergarten teacher from Hershey who leaves his life behind and end up in Vegas. His luck changes when he hits the jackpot at a casino - Eddie's casino.
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Eddie meets a neighbor leaving Buck’s place.
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Eddie is the superintendent of Buck's apartment. Shenanigans ensue.
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Eddie and Buck check something off their list.
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What Buck and Eddie really want to say to each other.
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Say It Like You Mean It by NoCoastPosts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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“Is simple,” Ilya says. “You say ‘yes’ for ‘no’ and ‘no’ for ‘yes’. You tell me ‘keep going,’ and I hear ‘stop’. Is just opposites, malysh.”
“That’s easy for you to say,” Shane grumbles. “I’m the one who has to remember.”
“Poor Hollander,” Ilya taunts. “I have to remember, too. But if it’s so much trouble for you, we don’t have to do this.”
“Wait, wait,” Shane says hurriedly. “I can do it. C’mon, I swear.”
“If you’re sure,” Ilya replies. “Do you want me to keep going?”
“Ye-no - no, I mean, no,” Shane answers. “I don’t want this.”
Ilya smiles, pushing Shane’s chest and positioning himself over his body.
“Good.”
or, Shane and Ilya explore consensual non-consent with a twist.
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19 Jun 2026
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“Hollander, what is this?”
Shane had his arms over his eyes, the way he always did when he wanted to shut out all his sensation, leaving nothing but the feel of Rozanov’s mouth on every inch of his skin, intensifying the heat. He peeks out from beneath his arms, looking down at the man nuzzling below his waist.
“What?”
“This,” Rozanov looks up at him, “is this a fucking gun tattoo?”
Shane Hollander gets a gun tattoo.
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18 Jun 2026
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world record by yellobaby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jun 2026
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“You don’t want a condom?” He asks, sounding unsure.
Ilya curses himself and then shakes his head before quickly taking the condom from Hollander’s soft, pliant hands, to quickly apply it himself.
But as soon as he tries, he knows, the realisation settles through him like a stone sinking in deep water… it was fucking over. He tries anyway to roll it over himself but swiftly gives up, discarding it somewhere in the bedsheets as his back lifts from the mattress and the heat floods all at once.
He grunts, tenses, muscles under his thighs flex as his toes curl and he throws his head back, biting his lip hard enough to almost draw blood.
It’s clear what’s happening, and it’s fucking humiliating that Shane Hollander was here to witness it happen.
“Are you… are you about to come?”
or: ilya finishes very very fast
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08 Jun 2026
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Operation O Canada, or The Hollander-Rozanov Method of Soft Launching a Marriage by robbinscinquefoil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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“Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”
“Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”
Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.
In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.
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- Part 1 of Operation O Canada
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04 Jun 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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02 Jun 2026