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    “You said he needs a clean mind, right?” Avery says after a few moments. “So what if we corrupt mine too?”

    “No.” Derek tells him firmly. The very thought of it makes him sick. “It’ll slowly kill you to take on infinite knowledge like that. It’s slowly killing me, Avery. You need to go.”

    “What if,” Avery says, not budging an inch, “I take on half of yours? Would half kill me?”

    Derek goes to protest but pauses mid-sentence. Thinks about it. Rolls the question around in his vault of infinite knowledge to find…

    Damn, that actually might work…

    (Or Avery comes up with a different solution, Derek figures out how to execute it, and both of them learn to live with the result.)

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Slowly, the stream of timelines started flowing back to him. They flow back to him gently, like a newly born river joining a lake. He saw timelines where Avery cried out of happiness, other timelines where Avery shook in fear due to his overwhelming feelings— even a few where he became scared of Derek.

    He decided to choose a more comforting timeline just for Avery.

    "Me." Derek simply stated.

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    5 times Derek uses his new abilities of knowledge to make Avery safe and happy, and the 1 time Avery managed to return the favor

    (Featuring them going on a dinner date, visiting the street market, and them playing in the snow. Trust. This is a happy fanfic where they are together in the end because I am so so sad. Can be seen a sequel to my previous fix "You're Perfect (Remember That)", but can be read as a standalone)

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Avery may not be able to solve puzzles created by an omniscient entity, but he is endlessly stubborn and unwilling to accept that his friend is gone, just like that.
    So, with the power of internet stalking, he finds d3rlord3 - Derek - and brings him home.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    After waking up from a coma, Derek finds Avery waiting next to him. He offers to move in together so he can help Derek out, and Derek reluctantly agrees.

    OR: There's so much I love seeing about these two: sickfics, fluff, domestic living, college AUs, etc. So I compiled all my favorite tropes into a half-coherent storyline and gave them as much serotonin as I could manage. Grab a snack and enjoy!

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Holy shit. Holy fucking shit Derek was dead. Dead? Probably. Holy shit. Hooooly shit.

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    Derek's not dead until Avery says he is. And if it's up to Avery, that won't be anytime soon.

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