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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Ryland Grace is Dying.

    It's not like he consciously knows that he's dying at first. It's slow, gradual in the same way a glacier moves. Depression comes for him like a reaper in the night. Touch-starvation lurks just below his skin, threatening to strangle him. Little by little until it's all piled up and there's no escape.

    Simon is Dying.

    He knows this. He remembers the blood filling the SM-13. He remembers yelling and screaming as he drowned. He remembers doing everything to save that goddamn black box. But now he's no longer dying. At least not physically, psychologically is a completely different story.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Grace's cheeks flushed red. In all honesty, he'd completely forgotten why they had come all this way in the first place. His head tilted sideways towards his backpack. It was packed full of supplies: lubricant, blankets, water, and a few snacks just in case. Maybe more junk too.

    Simon stared at the side of Grace's face expectantly, adding, "Only if you still want to, though. I'm just fine with watching the ocean too."

    He did want to, of course. How long had it been since Grace had actually had sex with someone else?

    Answer 1. Well over two decades.

    Answer 2. His entire life, if only other men counted.

    Answer 3. About 12 hours, if jacking himself off while Simon half-drunkenly sexy talked over their communicators last night counted.

    Regardless, his answer was a resounding, "Yeah, I do. Just don't mess me up too badly, okay?"

    Or: On a warm day on Erid's beach, Ryland Grace gets dicked down by Simon. Mutated edition.

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    03 May 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    He had privately dubbed the man Wireface, although he'd be the first to admit it was a crueler nickname than most of the others he had come up with. It wasn't like the other's either, where he simply chose not to ask their names, he was quite sure he couldn't have gotten Wireface's if he tried.

    He had been determined not to get attached to anyone in the house, if for no other reason than that he didn't think his psyche could handle another loss if it were to happen. Of all the people he'd taken in he hardly expected it to be the foreigner he couldn't even hold a conversation with to challenge this conviction.

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    17 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    A foreigner comes to the homeowner’s door one night. Struggling internally already, the homeowner finds it hard to accept love in such a world. But somehow he opens up just enough for this foreign boy. Their communication goes from nothing to something in a matter of days. But what will happen when both Wireface and the homeowner are challenged and discouraged by their environment?

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    17 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    The protagonist is doing his best to simply come out of the apocalypse alive, simultaneously avoiding people as much as possible. Everything is going more or less okay because, simply, he's alive, but he's confronted by his dead father's beliefs when an eccentric, foreign man shows up at his door.

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    Wireface and protag try and survive the sun exploding

    (Credit to Milk_and_Egg for Wireface's name!!!)

    Discontinued for now, sorry :( Life has gotten very very very hectic.
    Thank you so much for the kind comments, gratitude to you all <3

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    17 Jan 2026