ncjholic
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Chan forced his eyes open. Tears clung to his lashes. His lips were swollen, shiny, parted on shaky breaths. Hyunjin studied him like he was memorizing every detail.
“God, hyung. You’re crying already and I’ve barely touched you.” He pulled Chan’s hair again, harder, forcing his head to the side so he could mouth at the exposed tendon of his neck. “You love this, don’t you? Love when I take you apart.”
The one where Hyunjin pins Chan down to take care of him, all while acting on that hair-pulling kink of his in the process.
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Keeho’s thumb hovered over his phone screen, forgotten.
God, he thought, he’s the prettiest boy in the world.
And it wasn’t just Jiung that was beautiful. It was the ache that followed.
The sharp, quiet, gut deep kind. The kind that came from watching someone exist and knowing you’d been rearranged by it a long time ago, but pretending otherwise had been easier.
Until now, that is.
The one where Keeho is stupidly in love with Jiung. And keshi happens to be playing in the background while he confesses.
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Theo and Intak find comfort in each other. And they’re in love. And they like to kiss. If that sort of thing matters.
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Seungmin, despite how badly he wanted to give up, somehow had enough fight in him to call the one number he had been afraid of for so long -- the suicide help line. The man on the other end - Chris - was so kind and understanding. For the first time in years, Seungmin felt seen. Understood.
Until he looked at the number he had actually called.
The person he had been talking to wasn't with the suicide help line... so why did he stay on the call with him? Why did this stranger talk to Seungmin as though he was anything other than irreparable? Why did he seem so scared when Seungmin realized his fatal mistake?
And why did this person seem to haunt Seungmin at every turn?
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19 Jun 2026
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Jeongin should look away. The old reflex rises, tidy and obedient, telling him to lower his eyes and stop inviting trouble. He’d spent years learning the difference between temptation and action. A thought can be confessed. A want can be swallowed. Desire can live in the body as long as the hands stay clean.
He feels awkward. He feels out of place.
He also feels awake.
That’s newer.
or; Jeongin goes to his first punk show.
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- Part 11 of feetslix's every ship challenge 2026
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19 Jun 2026
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Kim Seungmin doesn't have the words.
Yang Jeongin doesn't need them.
or; Seungmin is mute, Jeongin finds ways to understand him.
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17 Jun 2026
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"do you wanna come to my room and watch something with me?"
"and why would I wanna do that?"
The words aren't laced with thorns but they hurt all the same
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Seungmin is in need of healing time.
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08 May 2026
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“Can you help me?” It comes out as watery and pathetic as it sounds. Seungmin didn’t expect his throat to choke around the words and saturate them in the watery threat of a tearful breakdown.
The door reluctantly opens a fraction.---
Seungmin gets his heat and is stranded. He has no other option but to ask the biggest bastard in the world for help.- Language:
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Bookmarked by iheartmint (ncjholic)
14 Apr 2026