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Why are you here; why are we here? Ilya kisses the girl in front of him. The kiss lasts seventeen seconds, Shane counts, what are we doing? Ilya is dragging the tender, ugly parts of them out here for everyone to see. Seventeen seconds, or at least until Rose leans in and Shane insistently presses his mouth on hers to remind himself of what he wants.
The kiss breaks. Shane has to leave, his body lurching. When he meets Ilya's eyes, he sees the gesture for what it really is: a reminder of his place.
or; Shane tries. He really does.
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Sometimes the enormity of it all scares Ilya. Everything Shane is willing to give him. He offers himself up on a silver plate, lets Ilya cut him open and make a mess of his insides, dig his greedy fingers into the muscle of his heart. It's terrifying and new, exhilarating and awful.
It doesn't scare him now. Now he will do what he wants, because ultimately it's what Shane wants, too. Their desires are so tightly aligned and entwined he couldn't separate them from each other even if he wanted to.
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Here, Hollander takes a steadying breath. His pupils are blown wide. "Harder," he says, almost demands, like he's sure Ilya won't do it. Ilya feels a little crazed.
There's a defiant edge to his voice. He's so fucking adorable, is Ilya's first thought. It's insane. His hand lands on Hollander's cheek again with a crack.
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- Part 2 of yes, i come back
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Ilya puts his palms flat against the marble and pushes himself up. “She was a good mother,” he says, decisively, like it’s up to him. He says it, so it must be true. And it is, it has to be. The sun hides behind a wispy cloud, the light curling lacelike over him. “She really was, Shane.”
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His body is good for two things: hockey and sex—even then, the latter comes with an asterisk. He’s good at being available for sex, he supposes, and that is a thought he cannot afford to entertain.
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- Part 1 of yes, i come back
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The Discipline Of It by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.
The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.
Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.
Like mother, like son.
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Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.
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24 Apr 2026
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“What did she look like?” asked Hollander.
“She was brunette,” said Ilya. Marleau’s eyes trailed along the hard lines of his traps, past the glint of his crucifix, the swells of his pectorals, towards the trail of hair disappearing into his shorts. They landed on the thickening outline of his cock. “Pretty little thing, with freckles. Big, brown dumb eyes, begging to be made to cry.”
Hollander’s breath hitched. Marleau realized, perhaps belatedly, that this was a game in which truth was incidental.
In 2014, Ilya and Marleau went to Paris on a girl to celebrate the Stanley Cup win. Ten years later, on a balmy evening spent in the Hollander-Rozanov Ottawa home, Marleau reminisces and, courtesy of Shane and Ilya, re-enacts.
It’s just a game of play pretend.
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- Part 1 of sports injuries
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20 Apr 2026
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between the elevated road and the water by homsantoft (tofsla) for serenityfails
Fandoms: Dragon Age II
22 May 2016
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Fenris remakes himself. A story about identity, waiting, and longing.
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- Part 1 of between the elevated road and the water
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14 Apr 2026
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perfect from now on by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jun 2026
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05 Apr 2026
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Decisions, Decisions by jewelledfoxes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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Shane doesn't love making decisions. Ilya does. Isn't that convenient?
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05 Apr 2026