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Lately, playing hockey wasn't even as much fun as it used to be. Games were always the highlight, but even that, it didn’t feel as good since his team had been falling apart.
And all that because he came out as gay.
He didn’t really fault them for taking some time to accept it, so Shane let them talk. If that helped them digest the news, so be it.
He let them distance themselves from him, let them gossip around to other teams, let them make him the butt of jokes he didn’t understand.Shane didn’t mind, all things considered.
Everything was fine.
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- Part 1 of Everything is fine
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20 Jun 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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23 Apr 2026
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Sensory Overload by ClimbMeLikeaTreeMrBuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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Shane has always just dealt with it —
the tension, the discomfort, the things that don’t quite feel right.When finally, Ilya starts to notice the pattern.
It just takes him a while to realise it all comes back to something as simple as a haircut.
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My theory as to why Shane grows his hair out for The Long Game
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11 Apr 2026
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i'm afraid and relentless in my craving by Little_White_Lie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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Ilya looked at the mannequin and told himself he was thinking about it for Shane. Shane would look pretty in this. That was why Ilya wanted it, because he was picturing Shane’s waist nipped in like that, Shane’s long legs covered in silk. The color would look good on him.
It would look better on Ilya.
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- Part 3 of tell me im in trouble
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28 Mar 2026
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But you can('t) heal somethin' that you never raised by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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"It had been Shane who had suggested the weekend at the cottage. Ilya was in Montreal for a game, and they both had the first December weekend off. Ilya could always fly back to Boston from Ottawa on Sunday night - a tight schedule, but it would be worth the exhaustion.
Ilya had missed Shane. Had missed him enough to easily accept the idea of a weekend at the cottage. It would offer a welcome reprieve from the world, that felt entirely too loud and overwhelming lately. He couldn’t even exactly pinpoint what it was that made everything just a little too much."The weight of everything, past and present, is catching up on Ilya. He tries to push it down until Shane recognises a voice that is not Ilya's and realises why Ilya has been denying himself the comfort of being taken care of, and the ability to be himself. Shane sets out to change that, one soft-spoken reassurance and offer at a time, until Ilya is finally able to let go.
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09 Mar 2026
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It is Sunday afternoon when Shane’s label maker goes missing.
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14 Feb 2026
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to the tempo of your uptight (he flickers through your damage) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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It didn’t really click for Shane until his boyfriend nearly broke down their steel-inforced bathroom door to get to him; Something Is Wrong With Ilya.
or: Ilya goes off the deep end. Shane doesn’t realize he’s already down there with him.
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- Part 2 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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11 Feb 2026
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you know this moment, don’t you? (time is strangely calm now) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.
His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.
Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.
Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.
or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.
"I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.
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- Part 1 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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11 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.
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What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?
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- English
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10 Feb 2026
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it's the same each & every night, glare at my screen with two big bloodshot eyes by yongz
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
23 Mar 2020
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That's the thing about Jaemin. He's always careful. Always safe. Jaemin's always been cautious. Cautious about what he wears, cautious about his health, cautious about the food he eats, cautious about the scale, cautious. That’s all it is, caution. There’s really nothing to worry about.
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05 Oct 2024
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Klaus’ mortality means his body is changing in ways he can’t handle, and he develops an eating disorder. He moves in with Allison, Ray, and Claire, while their family unit falls apart. Klaus’ bond with Claire and need to protect her is the motivation he needs to stay sober.
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- Part 3 of Fav Umbrella fics <3
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01 Oct 2024
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Have I Ever Asked For Much? (The Only Thing I Want Is Your Love) by babyisitme
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
03 Feb 2024
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Doyoung is tired of wanting things and then somehow being left out to pick up the pieces after the dust settles in. And just because Jung Jaehyun has dimples and kind eyes, doesn't mean he won't break Doyoung's heart too.
Or, Dojae are exhausted medical students, Doyoung comes with emotional baggage and a self- destructive mean streak, and Jaehyun-
Jaehyun is made for Doyoung.
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- Part 2 of Water Under the Bridge
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04 Feb 2024
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12 Sep 2023
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Mark takes the stairs down and gets back in his car. He holds the steering wheel like an anchor, white knuckled. The second he settles down the thoughts start popping into his mind, flashing behind his eyelids like a movie.
It had taken him a second to recognize what he was seeing. It was obvious, but it also didn’t process for several seconds. He just… didn’t expect it. Why the fuck would he? Who expects to walk in on their friends fucking?- Language:
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29 Aug 2023
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Jumper sleeves and sandwiches by pigeon_in_pyjamas
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
07 Mar 2024
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A day in the life of Year 9 Charlie Spring.
To be honest I'm not sure how to summarise this other than saying it sort of ended up as Clarice Bean vibes if Clarice Bean was Charlie Spring. And if you don't have a clue what I'm talking about, that's fine because Clarice Bean is completely irrelevant and you actually don't even need to have heard of Lauren Child to understand the fanfiction.
So, see, I am trying to write a coherent summary when I should be sleeping and it is evidently not going well, but basically there is a breadstick swordfight and lots of angst (and I mean a LOT, British secondary schools are where we cultivate our national drinking problem) and also Nick Nelson arguing the evil capitalist-agenda of Nutella.
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03 Aug 2023
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Doyoung hums. “Mm. Come quicker. I made bibim guksu for you. I don’t want it to get cold.”
Another way of saying I miss you. I hope you’re okay. I want you to eat well.
“Okay,” Taeyong replies quietly, smiling harder than he’s able to repress.
It's been a while since Taeyong's come home to find Doyoung curled up in his sheets, waiting for him to arrive.
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31 Jul 2023
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clench my teeth and close my eyes, just make this go away by jaeyoonijagi
Fandoms: NCT (Band), K-pop
27 Nov 2023
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It was never meant to be serious.
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26 Jul 2023
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Taeyong always knew they were different from other boys.
He just prays Doyoung won't hold it against him.
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13 Jun 2023
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“Would you like to come to my house for dinner?”
“Me? At your house for dinner?”
“Why not? My brothers would love to have you over. They love when I bring people over.”
“Your brothers would have a heart attack if they met me. They’re probably like you—pressed button ups, real polite, probably have a heart attack if you cursed. Can you imagine if I just showed up at your house?”
Mark laughed quietly. “I don’t think you understand my family…”
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Haechan finds a family in Mark’s family.
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19 Dec 2022
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He’s different, Jaemin is, in ways that only someone who once knew him as well as Mark did would notice. This weariness that clings to him…Mark wonders how long it’s been there. And Mark knows they haven’t been talking for very long, but he hasn’t seen Jaemin smile—really, properly smile—even once. Even the way he sits, shoulders hunched over like the weight of the world is bearing down on him, isn’t like him. Mark has to wonder what the industry has done to his Jaeminie.
(Mark's first friend, first crush, first kiss, first love is an idol. And he’s falling to pieces as the whole world watches.)
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18 Oct 2022