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For a brief moment, Dori fixed his gaze on Seungmin with his large green eyes before returning to all fours to stretch. Nestled down on Seungmin's left side and the boy remained completely still, not wanting to disturb his peaceful rest.
Minho's hand gently settled in Seungmin's blonde hair, mimicking the slow strokes he had been giving the cat's fur moments before. “Purr for me,” Minho suddenly said with his eyes still closed.
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I close my eyes to fully enjoy the moment. The warmth spreading from his body, his familiar scent, the peacefulness he’s able to convey even by keeping quiet, the safety I feel by being held between his arms. This is Chan. My rock, my guiding light, the love of my life. I couldn’t ask for anything better.
I want this moment to be engraved in my mind, so that I can turn back to it whenever I need it, whenever Chan isn’t with me.
or: Seungmin tries to keep living for Chan.
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But You’re Here (and We’re So Grateful You Are) by inkstainzed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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"She's so eager. What would we ever do without her?" Shane asks, a small smile of his own pulling at his lips. Ilya hadn't even taken the pills yet, but he's starting to feel like maybe the air he's breathing isn't as stifling as he thought it was in the bedroom. There's sunlight pouring in from a window over the kitchen table, and a hockey game playing in the background on their flatscreen TV. His sweetheart is there, smelling like his bourbon vanilla body wash and that sexy cologne Ilya forgets the name of. He feels his appetite growing, which is probably a good sign.
Anya— with her tasks completed— runs to the living room to play with the copious amount of toys Ilya and Shane have spoiled her with. Ilya watches her, knowing if he had stayed in bed, he'd be feeling a lot different right now. Today, he supposes he's slightly glad he let her pull him out of bed.
Or, two times Anya (who is trained to be Ilya’s psychological service dog) assists Ilya by performing tasks to mitigate the symptoms of his depression, and the one time she ends up being there to help calm down Shane, too.
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22 Jun 2026
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life is amazing with you on the ride by miss_minnelli
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Dec 2025
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“Okay, if you’re going to be cagey, I’ll just lay out some facts.” Jessie clears her throat and Shane is absolutely fucked. He should know better than to try to hide something from a future lawyer. “Fact number one—”
“Oh for fuck’s sake.”
“Quiet, you,” she says, sounding exactly like Mom. “Fact number one: You’re acting really weird right now. Fact number two: You got super cagey and strange after your photo shoot this summer. What do both of those events have in common? One Ilya Rozanov. Fact number three: You have been low-to-high-key obsessed with Ilya Rozanov for two years now, and even though we’ve never talked about it again, you said you thought about a man during sex last year. When I put all these facts together, I think the answer is pretty obvious.”
Shane doesn’t know whether to laugh or cry. But he needs her to say it. He cannot bring himself to admit what is happening out loud. He just presses his fingers harder against his eyes.
“You’re still not going to tell me? Ugh, Shane! Did you fuck Ilya Rozanov?”
Or: The events of Heated Rivalry if Shane had a nosy, supportive, bisexual twin sister.
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22 Jun 2026
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The purposefully boring reaction died on his tongue the second he saw the picture on the screen. He hadn’t even read the headline yet, too nervous to find out what it could be saying. Because on the screen in front of him was the cocky face of Ilya Rozanov and, if Shane was not completely mistaken, it appeared he was sat in an Ottawa Centaurs jersey.
“What the fuck is going on?” Shane hissed, eyes bulging in a way that he was sure would have been comical if his whole world wasn’t caving in on him again. Ilya Rozanov was meant to be gone forever. That was the agreement he had assumed they had come to when he had run off to Russia without a single text and had never been in contact again.
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OR: Two years after Ilya Rozanov mysteriously left Boston mid-contract to return to the Russian league, he has returned under equally mysterious circumstances. Shane wants nothing more than to pretend he is still an ocean away, if only Ilya would let him.
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20 Jun 2026
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why can't you come stitch me up? by raniza
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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What did he think was going to happen?
Of course Ilya wasn't going to choose him.
And now, he stood in their kitchen like a stranger, having to pretend be okay with the fact that Ilya went out and hooked up with Svetlana on a night meant to celebrate hockey's greatest. A party he wasn't even invited to as a captain himself.
What a fucking joke.
He spent the entire day coming up with meticulous loopholes and justifications for something that was actually quite simple—nobody remembered. Shane was wholeheartedly forgotten and he was too proud, or maybe dense, to figure it out himself.
Or, the one where Ilya forgets Shane’s birthday. Coping ensues.
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- Part 5 of raniza’s hollanov au’s!
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16 Jun 2026
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Lily & Jane Take Over Twitter by winter1477
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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The hockey twitter world explodes when a new Shane fan account under the name "Lily" pops up. And all she tweets about is how bad she wants to fuck Shane Hollander.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov Texting/SMAU's
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09 Jun 2026