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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    "He feels so empty.

    So cold.

    He wishes someone would just hold him and tell him that everything will be okay because goddammit it's not okay, he feels like he’s about to cry, he feels like he’s at the end of his rope and he can't do this anymore—"

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    Illuga tries to pretend he's fine and then breaks down in front of Flins.

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    27 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    As it turns out, playing with Regisvines for fun is not always the best idea.
    …It's also even worse when you're a concealed omega with a penchant for pain and secret hookup schedule.

    Luckily for Lohen, he's got a solution to his faux-heat he afflicted himself with that threatens to overload his Vision until it rips him apart, and it's at the hands of one stubborn alpha who knows how to given him exactly what he needs: Grandmaster Varka.

    (Now, if only that little itch of attachment at the back of his mind would leave him alone to enjoy himself…)

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    26 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Varka sat down on a stool beside the cot and brought his hand to Lohen's forehead. “Mhm, you're still a little warm.”

    “How long have I been out?” 

    “Nearly nine days. I wouldn't say ‘out' of it necessarily, but you've somehow managed to sabotage yourself even whilst being out of it.” Varka glanced at the patterns the stained glass was forming on Lohen's lap, then pointedly at the cuffs that dangled by the cot railings. “Barbara was forced to give you numerous sedatives just so you wouldn't hurt yourself.”

    “Oh.”

    Varka stayed quiet for an uncomfortably long time after that. Eventually, he swallowed dryly and opened his mouth. “Lohen.”

    “I don't want to talk about it, Varka.”

     

    Or, Lohen grieves.

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    "He smiles to himself and begins to walk, unhurried, in Lohen’s direction. He doesn’t try to be quiet. He wants Lohen to hear him coming – to feel fear rushing up his throat, to bolt from his hiding spot like a scared rabbit, to run. And he knows Lohen wants him to give chase. To hunt him down until he’s breathless and trembling, to catch him and pin him and make him his."

    Lohen needs to let loose. Varka, as always, indulges him.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “I don’t hate kids,” says Lohen.

    Varka trips a little. “What was that?”

    Lohen responds by sinking further into Varka’s chest, enveloped by his heartbeat and expanding-retracting lungs. “They’re, just… loud. And needy.”

    Varka snorts. “I’d have thought that would give you some common ground with ‘em.”

    Lohen wants to pinch him, but his arm won’t move.

    “And maybe you’ve got that much in common with Mondstadt, too,” says Varka, “because we need you. So you have to survive this, alright?”

    Lohen doesn’t actually want to die, he just really, really, really wants his subordinates to live. Sometimes that means standing between them and a heaving, snarling beast and letting it do its thing.

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    21 Jun 2026

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