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Post-S1. Shane wants to come without anyone touching him. Ilya wants to help.
Or: Ilya tries to take on Shane's tendency to deprive himself by using ancient Chinese military strategy.
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18 Jun 2026
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Eleven years ago, a total psychopath walked into a bar, onto a wharf, and all over Captain Shane Hollander’s life. And then he did it again, and again.
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- Part 11 of Medric's Greatest Hits Vol. 1
- Part 1 of Pardon’s Point
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17 Jun 2026
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Someone posts a photo of Shane looking very in love with Ilya after the first term of the Irina Foundation's hockey camp.
Ilya’s grinning, his head bowed towards Shane’s, his hand gripping the back of Shane’s neck. They’re in their kit on the ice.
Ilya's a little blurry, in motion, but Shane's not. It’s Shane’s face. It’s what his face is doing, it has to be. He’s ducked his head, but it’s still visible. He’s looking at Ilya. Shane’s never seen that look on his own face. He didn’t know it could do that. It’s soft and hungry. His eyes are hot. He’s melting under Ilya’s hand. It’s a smoking fucking gun. There’s a fragment of his love on his face, on Twitter.
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- Part 1 of love & hunger
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14 Jun 2026
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truth covered in security by lisa6
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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“Rozanov,” Hollander says again, meaner. Ilya’s heart flutters.
“Hi,” he purrs. Nastya lets out a sweet sound when he pulls back a little and Ilya kisses the shell of her ear, wondering if she’s too dazed from their fucking to question him making a phone call or if she just doesn’t care enough to ask. “You picked up fast. Missed me?”
Or: Ilya is jealous and deals with it in a totally normal way — by calling Shane while he's having sex with someone else.
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- Part 5 of hollanov are obsessed with each other
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14 Jun 2026
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There is a thing Shane wants. Forgiveness, absolution, a way out of his imagined sin. But at the same time, he cannot accept the desire, can’t look at it head on. Will stall forever in the hair-shirt stage, causing himself pain, because he stubbornly refuses to create for himself any path towards atonement.
This is fine. Repressed desire, unconscious craving for release. Ilya can work with this. Might even call it his area of expertise.
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After the Centaurs lose in the playoff semi-finals for the second year in a row, Ilya has to save Shane from himself.
Written for Mean Dom Ilya Week, for the prompt orgasm control/denial.
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14 Jun 2026