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    It was supposed to be another normal rehearsal.

    So why is he sitting in the middle of the stage, his head buried beneath his hands, as his cries are muffled by the floor beneath?

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    i saw the silly little dialogue thing abt tsukasa being shy when he was young and i made it sad as hell

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Tsukasa Tenma is finally the World Famous Star he's always dreamed he'd be.
    But stardom comes with a steep cost, one that even he has to pay.

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    He stared in complete bewilderment as the interview continued, with world star Tsukasa Tenma stammering and shyly accepting compliments with a blush and turn of his head. The fans ate it up, screams and sobs of adoring audiences who loved seeing their favourite star act so sweet.

    Rui wanted to scream for other reasons.

    Because who was this?

    There was no way that it was Tsukasa Tenma. The same “Future World Star, Pegasus Tsukasa Tenma!” who demanded the attention of every person nearby when he walked into a room, who would yell with his booming voice, uncaring of who’d find it annoying.

    That was the Tsukasa Tenma that Rui knew. This person before him was a complete stranger, and it was unsettling. Like he was watching someone walk around wearing his former friend’s skin.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    For some reason rlly triggering but it's actually rlly good I want to cry

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    A star could never stop shining. Tenma Tsukasa could never tell anyone about his fatal diagnosis.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    It was a cold night.

    Tsukasa hates the cold. He hates the rain. He hates empty houses. He hates the sound of silence. He hates the cold.

    It was always far too cold when he was alone.

    But now, as he stood at a time nearing the middle of the night. Hands resting now numbly on a freezing metal bar as wind violently whipped his hair every which way; the sound of water beneath the bridge he stood upon rushing loudly in his ears, he decided it was different.

     

    Alternatively: Tsukasa is so, so tired, and decides one night that death will be his only solace from the thoughts which plague him. Can the virtual singers and his troupmates show him just how wrong he is about everything before it's too late?

    TW's in notes!

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    13 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 63

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    Tsukasa’s scared of thunder. Huh. Interesting?

    Nene almost wanted to laugh. It was silly to think, actually. How someone loud as himself is terrified of something equally as bold.
    On paper, it was funny.

    Nene looked at the curled up figure of her usually bright and proud troupe leader, who looked so unbelievably small.

    There was no humour to this at all.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    It’s not often that Tenma Tsukasa is out of rehearsal before the evening, especially on a Friday.

    It’s also not often that Tenma Tsukasa visits other people’s houses uninvited. Not if they’re sick, anyway. Saki worry and everything.

    But, well, he knows he’s a weak man when it comes to certain people even if he’d rather eat his own shoe than ever admit it, so here he is anyway, walking up to the doorstep of Rui’s house with a bag full of things he’d picked up from the convenience store on the way and raising a fist to knock on the door.

    In which Rui’s fallen sick and Tsukasa’s caretaker instincts kick in.

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    10 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I want to be doted by tsukasa too...... urgh........

  7. Rec 39

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    Tsukasa gets too deep into character. Thankfully, he has a troupe, a sister, and a paternally-inclined Vocaloid to help him get back out—and also give him some perspective about his approach to acting.

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    05 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    And he can’t forget. He doesn’t want them to forget him, so he compensates by making himself unavoidable. But now that he’s like this, he can’t help but wonder, what is the point if I always feel like this?

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    05 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    Tsukasa messages his boyfriend, Rui, late at night.

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    05 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    He desperately wants to get a jacket, Kaveh thinks. Or to die. Either one could work right now.

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    Kaveh reminisces about his past, and the events which have led him to a balcony in the middle of the night. A character study with a little bit of rambling and profound mental health issues.

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    12 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Say.. Alhaitham,” Kaveh starts, “if today is our last day..”

    “Do not focus on the negative possibilities.”

    “Just hear me out, would you?”

    Alhaitham remains silent.

    “Just if this is our last day, do you have anything you want to do?”

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Definitely my headcanon lol

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    Kaveh jolted awake with an immediate, jarring sense that the world was somehow incorrect - the way a loud alarm jerks someone into consciousness before they’re ready to rejoin the waking world. As his eyes flew open, he took in the familiar ceiling of his and Alhaitham’s home... but that only made his unease worsen.

    Blinking rapidly, he pushed himself upright with a clumsy lurch, oddly disconnected from his own body - as though his limbs had forgotten their obedience to the structure of his mind. But as he rolled his shoulders, expecting the familiar discomfort and stiff cracks he’d long since accepted as an inevitable consequence of waking up every morning, all he felt was warm, smooth muscle moving fluidly beneath his skin.

    A lot of muscle.

    ... Too much muscle.

    Why was there so much muscle?!

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    05 Jun 2026

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    1/?

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    As of now, Al-Haitham's fingers are slightly trembling as he runs his fingers over the coarse feeling of sandpaper.
    'Tch,' he mumbles, the pollen tickling the insides of his nose.

    If Kaveh were still here, he would've long complained about Al-Haitham's lengthy absences, or risky treks to the confines of the unforgiving, and insolent desert. Alas, he is nowhere to be found.

    Kaveh does not know where suffering ends, and peace begins.

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    The universe, and how it chooses to deal with Al-Haitham and Kaveh.

    Al-Haitham grieves for the man he refuses to give up on.

    Kaveh has had enough.

    or, Kaveh goes into the desert and does not come back; Al-Haitham feels it to his core.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    The flowers that Kaveh loved so dearly as a child come back to haunt him at each turn of his life, creeping in silently and ripping away from him all that he holds dear, until a gray haired boy he meets in his youth promises to stick around until the bitter end.

    But in a world where promises were made to be broken, can Kaveh count on Haitham to be there in the end, or will those flowers that have cursed him turn that promise into ash?

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where alhaitham is the one getting hanahaki, but how this fic approach kaveh's whump is interesting!

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    12 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This hurts. Why would u hurt me on time like this

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    5 + 1 Izuku self-harms, and Aizawa notices and helps him.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Over and over again, Aizawa Shouta is woken by the same alarm, at the same time, on the same day.

    The roof access door alarm is triggered. It is 7:56am. It is Saturday.

    And over and over again, Aizawa Shouta is just barely too late to stop Midoriya Izuku from stepping off of the ledge and splattering onto the concrete below.

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    20 Mar 2026

  18. Rec *

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    Izuku learns how to hate when he is four years old.

    (Five times Izuku hates his hands and one time he doesn’t.)

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    20 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'M CRYING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  19. Rec *

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    Shinsou snaps.

    But then Midoriya snaps, and it's much, much worse.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    1/?

  20. Rec 44

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    Alhaitham comes home and the house is quiet.

     

    Something isn't right.

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    17 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very depressing lol I like it...........

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