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His father's death was supposed to be the end of it. When they buried him, Chris buried his pain for the last time; but that much pain never stays buried for long. Days later, his father's lawyer shows up at Chris's door bearing an inheritance settlement and a threat: sign over ownership of his dad's house to the Aryan Empire, or be prepared to defend it. As Chris struggles with what this inheritance might imply about his father's feelings for him, Harcourt adds more pressure by forcing him to see a psychologist. Could renovating his dad's house, going to therapy, and confronting his increasingly complicated feelings for Adrian somehow finally be enough for Chris to find peace?
Includes descriptions of child abuse and mental health struggles such as dissociation, depression, anxiety and panic attacks, repressed memories etc. Explicit M/M sexual content in future chapters.
tl;dr - Chris goes to therapy and falls in love with Adrian.
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18 Jun 2026
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Chris has been fucking a mysterious masked twink at Peacefest for a while now, but then he shows up without the mask and holy shit - it's Adrian Chase. Being the himbo that Chris is, it takes him forever to figure out that his new boyfriend is also his best friend. Absolutely ridiculous, but if you like slightly bratty Adrian and service top Chris, you might enjoy this.
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16 Jun 2026
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Baldwin has never claimed to be anything more than a man. And men, even diseased men, know what it is to want.
He will never know Balian’s touch, but that does not mean he will not crave it.
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- Part 1 of A Faith Forgotten Land
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08 Jan 2026
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It is senseless, really. No man would die if he were never touched again, never held again. That secret longing Baldwin feels when Balian draws close to his vile, mottled skin between which layers and layers of cloth and air exist is only longing, and not longing worth quenching.
Baldwin is a mere man, though, and men are often given to desire.
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Meaning to rectify an unfair loss, Balian offers Baldwin something he can neither accept nor refuse.
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08 Jan 2026
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“萨拉丁·优素福·伊本·阿尤布，也许本名有些长，所以叫我萨拉丁就好。”他的声音似乎已在鲍德温脑海中回响过一万遍，他控制住有些颤抖的身体，尽量从容地伸手回握。
“鲍德温……”
“噢，迷人的巧合，不是吗？”
萨拉丁开口，他举起那本书——那是他研究的最新课题，萨拉丁与鲍德温四世在历史中的交集与探寻，他的言外之意是他们拥有和历史人物相同的名字。
“庆幸我们并不是敌手。”他笑着为鲍德温推开图书馆沉重的大门，光芒和带有百万本书籍味道的空气一同涌向鲍德温，他在这些迷离旋转如同繁花般的光影中看到萨拉丁回头望着自己的表情，那是众多不确定中的确定，他们在哪里见过。
这是唯一不需要任何证据的笃定。Series
- Part 4 of 萨拉丁/鲍德温四世
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08 Jan 2026